If you are a worm, then one of the most hazardous places to be is the middle of the road. Yet you may find yourself there after a downpour, forced out of the ground in search for air. There on the road you are destined to be trampled down by vehicles, plucked away by birds, or simply scorched by the sun. You are utterly defenseless, and you have no inbuilt means of saving yourself. You merely surrender to the forces-that-be.
We humans may find ourselves in such vulnerable situations through forces beyond our control or simply through our instinctive reactions to perceived threats. And suddenly we are in the middle of a “six-lane freeway”. But, unlike the lowly worm, we humans do not readily accept our vulnerability. Driven by the sheer energy of fear or anxiety, we set out to preserve our existence - and our dignity. We dread facing our vulnerability - physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Yet Jesus said, “Blessed are the poor in spirit…” These are the ones who have come to accept their vulnerability – their “worminess”. Now I am not implying toxic shame or self-loathing. I use “worm” imagery as the psalmist does when he expresses his despair:
“But I am a worm, not a man;
people insult me and despise me.” (Ps. 22:6) …… or:
“Here I am, a nothing --an earthworm,
something to step on, to squash.” (The Message)
Many of the psalms were inspired through worm-ish experiences. The psalmists somehow found themselves defenseless and vulnerable. Often their nation was overrun by invaders –and they were, quite literally, on the freeway of mighty empires. Leading up to this, the people of Israel had rejected God as their shield and savior, preferring to muster up their own means of preservation. But their fear-driven measures proved futile.
If you’ve ever seen a highway covered with slithery helpless worms after a storm, then you can imagine the people of Israel after invasions. Yet here was where God’s endearing voice beckoned them to surrender to the power-that-is: God himself. God said:
“Do not be afraid, you worm Jacob, little Israel,
do not fear, for I myself will help you,” declares the LORD,
your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel.” (Isaiah 41:14)
These prophetic words are also intended for you and me. Do you hear them, O precious worm? Do you hear your heavenly King calling you to surrender your fruitless, faulty ways and put your trust in his powerful and compassionate salvation? If so, then these words in Isaac Watt’s hymn will warm your heart,
Alas! and did my Savior bleed
And did my Sovereign die?
Would He devote that sacred head
For such a worm as I?
Diane
