Hi Lee,Been musing on this for a bit now. How much this relates I don't know. Think I understand what you mean and pray that the Lord will fulfill this desire within you. What is wonderful first of all is that there is a concern, that in itself is telling.Seems that consistency is a difficult thing as life constantly changes about us and 'how to's' are often helpful to some but to others no help at all. Guess it depends on your personality more than anything. Sometimes a set of guidelines is needed to force us into being disciplined where we would otherwise begin to drift.And that is the one word that comes to mind through all of this, drift.Have you ever read "Practicing The Presence of God" By Brother Lawrence? http://www.practicegodspresence.com/Also athttp://www.ccel.org/l/lawrence/practice/htm/i.htmThink I need to revisit this little book again, it has been tremendously helpful though throughout the years. It's title is enough in that it is a 'practice'. Bringing to mind God as we go about our daily lives. Easy to say as I sit amongst the congregation here or in quiet times of study and prayer, but as you stated I experience sometimes a coldness and distraction in different ways (work, family + 2 kids, desire for amusement, etc.)That drift and distraction, for myself especially of late with a new job in a altogether different setting than I was used to, processing a lot of information at fast clip, organizing, priorities, etc. On the one hand there is a lot of praying going on, (especially for wisdom) and the dependence on the Lord for all things, family, finances etc. Yet at the same time have begun to notice that drift and it's a subtle thing.Yet ultimately all these things are really about 'me' in some sense if that is where my focus is and that's where I have to catch myself and relate it back to the Lord. It seems that the more 'ugly' things like pride often jerk me back to reality. Just kind of musing out loud here.I know you are talking about passion and a burning heart and how to keep that going. I am a little disjointed this morning and have more thoughts on all of this as I find much to relate to. But for now perhaps some of this may be of some help, if anything just knowing that you are not alone.