As you all know i have been really struggling lately, with my back, demonic attacks, my mind, my faith, haring the voice of God, my lust everything. Things have had got so bad i have thought even of ending my life. I don't want to do that at all, but endless prayer and seeking the Lord has just worn on me, trying to confess all my sins and trying to repent. I have lost the sense of the Holy Spirit in my life. I mean i am conscious of my sins and know what is right and wrong but i have just lost that sense of hearing God, my faith has been wounded so much. I have been recommended by some people to maybe take medication or a supplement or something. I woke up today, my mind was so weak, and i decided that my struggle has something to do with me just being so weak mentally and have no energy in general, which when i am attacked by satan i have no mental energy to think right and be strong, i am just weak. So i bought a bcomplex and b1 pills to possibly help me. You know this is a struggle for me to do because i always wanted to just rely on God for everything, so this is hard for me to do. Please pray for me about everything.
