prayer for protection and my deliverance

sermonindex Sep 6, 2011

i am putting another post here so i can get as many prayers as possible. I am struggling again with some of the sins that opened the doors to my demonic attacks on my body again, i haven't gone into them fully, but i am becoming very weak in my flesh again with my pride and lust problem and i am getting attacked at work with it mostly with all the women their. Please pray for my strength, deliverance, and protection, and that i would have the strength to be obedient to God and his word and walk in the Spirit. Please pray for my deliverance also from any demonic spirits oppressing me and afflicting me, i just have been non stop attacked it seems for over 4 months and just need to be delivered. Please i know i might seem to continue with the same problems over and over, but i am being sincere about it, we just need to continue to seek the Lord until he delivers me and sets me free and even saves my soul. Thank you so much In Jesus name i pray amen.

sermonindex Sep 7, 2011

Today i tried to be very humble and quiet and do my job at work. I really am trying to do things right. But at the same time i almost feel afraid that if i mess up once again that i am going to be attacked by these demonic spirits again. I really would wish the only thing i would think of was i sinned against God and be saddened by it, but i haven't been, my worry is all about stupid heatlh problems from my sin. I am 100 percent sure that in any of our walks with the Lord that we need the Holy Spirit to be able to do anything, the same really goes with me, if the Holy Spirit isn't working to help me with my faith and teaching and leading me then i really am going to continue to struggle. I need real faith and i need empowerment and cleansing by Gods Spirit.

sermonindex Sep 7, 2011

Some things are worth repeating. Some things aren't.

Prayers continue ...

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You may find some wisdom in rereading these, John.

It never hurts to reread sound counsel.

M

mguldner Sep 7, 2011

Amen brother,

I think this is something we must come to terms with quickly if we wish to progress in our maturity, We are completely and utterly dependant on God, period.

I recently was given a song the Lord blessed me with, as I wrote the lyrics it was a mood of doubt and question and destress but the Lord faithfully gave me his reply in the form of lyrics. The song is really addressing my lack of faith and trying to study enough or pray enough or work my way into know God, when in reality God is with us, and He reveals Himself to us according to His will. Hope the song lyrics help you. I will eventually post it on facebook for you to hear it if you like but anyways here are the lyrics:

Another notecard down but I still don't see your face
Father forgive my doubt wash me in Your grace.
I don't mean to question but is this an other lesson?
I know I'm so impatience can You help me with this waiting?

Speak to Me, Father I'm begging please, cause I can't resist this feeling that I missed the mark you made for me.
Remove the doubt, I need You here right now
cause this pens running out of ink and I feel like Ive taken two steps backwards.

My Son, Why do you cry? I've been here this whole time. I see your pain and that you want to change. I see your heart and where you are. Just follow me and Ill set you free, My Son I love you! I love you!

You removed the doubt, I know Your here right now and this pen had just enough ink to tell You I love you too.

sermonindex Sep 9, 2011

I appreciate all the wisdom and everyone caring about me during my struggle right now, and i know this not really progressing, and i am sorry i wish i was. I think this is only going to be won in prayer and by God's Spirit. I can't explain how terrible things are. I am just gettting onslaughted with demonic attacks. For an example yesterday i went to bible study at my church and we had two guests who were going to present an idea for halloween week at our church about a skit they do called a walk through hell basically a haunted house. Which is basically a way to witness and present the gospel to the lost. They have an accident seen outside the church in which someone died, then you enter the haunted house and you walk through hell which people dress up as demons and you see people locked up in hell and also then you enter heaven at the judgment seat of Christ wheres their is angels and Christ on his throne. They get to hear the gospel and how to basically keep out of hell. They gave us pamphlets on what they give to the people. But i noticed the gospel message had the sinners prayer and basically the normal gospel presentation in America today. And i started becoming very judgmental in my spirit because i believe strongly that the gospel message can do harm possibly, or so i think, and then it was like all these thoughts just started attacking my mind about protesting against this and not wanting to having anything to do with it. But i also in my mind was saying, john you have been struggling with pride and a lack of love, maybe i was being insensitive or too harsh, maybe or too quick to judge, i don't know but it was like this rage inside of me. i had to really stop myself, and say hey John these people are sincere about getting the gospel message out, maybe if you think you could help with the gospel presentation why don't you go to them and give them an idea or something on how it might help out better or to add to it. So i confessed to the Lord of my pride and judgmentalness.Then I got home and after saying i wouldn't talk against it, i talked to my wife about how i feel the altar calls were not particularly good and started going on another big talk on why their wrong to her. Then i started having all these bad thoughts towards people and i couldn't control it, i knew they were wrong and they just kept coming and coming. And today the same thing happened but worse at work, and then i started getting attacked with lust again and these thoughts just kept coming out odf control with that. Then my back started hurting really bad again and swelling up again as it usually does when i have these attacks. This is a normal day for me, and it just has made me go insane almost. I need to be set free. Your prayers our always needed.

B

brothergary Sep 9, 2011

i only say this becasue sermon index has sermons on this man so they must indorse him

im not and never been involved with deliverence ministrys ,,regarding casting out demons
and have never realy seen it nesesary

but iv struggeld with lust in the passed

and i have been helped not personly by any ministers
but iv found out there is much power in the name of jesus

and feel i was set free by demonic influnce resenly

find out about
derek prince , and see if the spirit leds you to comaned these demons to leave you ,,

i realy never did it before

but if you honesly beieve this is spiris attacking you

you can comand them to leave
if you honestly believe that jesus name is above every name ,and that all spirits are subject gods athority
and is you beleieve god has granted you the athority

this is strage for me to say this to you

becasue iv been verry negative regarding the charasmatic

becase of the many false propherts

but brother i feel iv been set free from a lust problem

that prayer and fasting didnt seem to fix according to gods grace

iv been influnced by weasly and calivisim ,and have rejected most of the charsmatic movment
so i dont say this lightly

if you are serious
there is deliverence according to faith

i noticed some of derick princes sermons on here
and becesue i trust greg gordon
i decide to except that my problem was not just my flesh but a spirit

by gods grace i was set free of drug addiction and this did not require deverence in the manner that im speakng of

i was born again and that changed me

but some how lust still lingerd

but now i honesly fell free from that now

i dont no why it worked out like this for me

but it did so concider this

my heart goes out to you ,,it hurts me to see you in such torment

C

C_Ann Sep 9, 2011

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sermonindex Sep 9, 2011

last night was another horrid night, i think the worst thing is that through all these thoughts and struggles i feel condemned to the point where i feel i deserved to be attacked and judged because of them, if i think evil towards someone shouldn't the Lord do the same towards me. So then these demons have been attacking my body severely trying to paralize my body for 4 months now. Please pray strongly for me, they are attacking me really bad.

sermonindex Sep 10, 2011

didn't struggle as much today with lust, but those evil thoughts towards others tormented me all day and still are. Please continue to pray for my deliverance from these evil spirits.

sermonindex Sep 11, 2011

the evil thoughts were not as bad today most of the day, i had peace most of the day, until a little bit later than those thoughts started coming again. I am wonderng if it is coming from my heart too, but really right now i don't know. My back was bothering me only a little today. I have wondered how i have brought these spirits into my life, i have let people lay hands and pray for me before who spoke in tongues and who have prayed i think to recieve the baptism of the holy spirit and i have wondered if that could have anything to do with a spirit that has evil thoughts towards others and even an evil spirit of laughter over things i shouldn't laugh about, sometimes a spirit like that has come upon me like that and i don' know why. I still need to be set free by Christ.

M

MyVeryHeart Sep 11, 2011

There are brothers and sisters that truly love you here. And this love we have for you is the Love of Jesus. That is why we would lay our lives down for you. I don't think we have ever talked before, but I tell you the truth, I would die for you, and that is the Love Christ has for you, because he did die for you. No greater love than this, that a man lay his life down for his friends.

sermonindex Sep 15, 2011

I actually was doing okay for a day or two, had peace and those evil thoughts were not as bad, my back and body felt at peace to.But, then i started getting attacked again strongly, my back and body has been bothering me again and the evil thoughts got bad again today at work. You know i have examined my life and i know that their is still sin in my life, and this verse has really spoke to me a lot in John 15 where it says that we can do nothing without Christ if we do not abide in Christ, that is exactly what i have experienced for the past couple of years, not knowing how to live because i have not been abiding in Christ, but that is even a gift of God. It is only by God's grace. I am still hoping for full deliverance.

sermonindex Sep 15, 2011

brothers and sisters i am still really struggling, and i seem to not get a break, my back is still bothering me and still my faith is weak. My wife and i were just talking about moving from my home in Illinois back to where her family is at in Indiana, this is a big decision, if you could pray for this decision. I really need my back to be working better to get a job, a better one, can you please pray that God would give me the grace and strength to live my life normally again and walk in his grace. I need his Spirit and grace and mercy.

sermonindex Sep 16, 2011

I had a very bad day, i had a panic attack today before i got to work and my back was bothering me a lot today. I still know that their demonic spirits in my flesh that are causing this. I have been in so much fear today, i don't know what i have done wrong for all this to happen to me. I have been praying to the lord that if their is anything that or anytime where i disobeyed him and i am not following his will for me then that he would reveal it to me so i could follow after him, i am absolutely miserable. My back is not getting better, and my mind is very weak and i don't have strength, please lift me up in your prayers, i need to know what ever the Lord wants me to know.

M

mguldner Sep 16, 2011

Brother John

You believe the Word yes? If so (which I know you do) STOP LETTING the devil push you around, don't you know who you are? Demons messing with your back? Plead the blood of Jesus and cast them bad boys out. Feeling attacked? Strike back with Positivity by putting your focus on Christ Jesus and His wonderful work on the cross. You are weak? Good that is when HE can be your strength LET HIM! Put your faith in who HE is NOT who you are. He is faithful to deliever dear brother all you need to do is believe He is and operate and act with the Knowledge of His Love, and REST in your salvation Christ freed you, Do you believe that? Then Claim IT! Its your for the taking and You don't even have to be good or moral to take it You simply grab it in repentance (Change of Mind) and HE does the rest.

Be strong and Courageous Dear Brother God is your Refuge and strength go to your hidding place in Him. You are a warrior in the Army of the Most High God. I posted this on Facebook a few days ago and it applies to you brother: "When you feel attacked by the world and Satan know, its not because you are weak and worthless but it's because Satan fears you enough to try and steal your strength and who you will become in Christ, this truly frightens him."

Ill be praying for you brother :)

sermonindex Sep 16, 2011

thank you brother, i am really having a hard time, thank you so much for caring and your prayers.

sermonindex Sep 18, 2011

Brothers and sisters between my back and body being attacked, and now the wickedness in me things are just not getting better, please keep me in prayer.

sermonindex Sep 19, 2011

i again had a pretty bad day with these spiritual attacks, pleae continue to pray the Lord delivers me from these demonic attacks, and that Christ would set me free, I desperately need deliverance by Christ and strong faith. I am still praying.

sermonindex Sep 24, 2011

brothers and sisters can you please keep me in prayer today, i have had some extremely bad attacks on my back the last few days and on my body,could you please pray for protection, as i have said before the Lord revealed to me that i was under demonic attack, these attacks are just not going away they seem to get worse.Please pray for my strength to put up on my armour of God, it seems when i battle by faith against these spirits i find success against them, but i have lost a lot of strength in my mind so it is hard to fight back, please the spirits have came back very strong, almost as bad as they were when i first had these, please pray for me.

T

Trekker Sep 26, 2011

John/bible4life,

What does your pastor say, when you sit down and talk with him? If you don't have a homechurch i understand, given that you are located in the upper midwest. But if you do have one, have you spoken to him about your issues?

I am still not convinced your health issues are due to demons but if they are or if you are convinced they are, shouldnt you be asking your local elders & pastor to conduct a deliverance on you? If there is no one available for you locally you might want to consider searching online for a reputable and biblically sound deliverance ministry. I dont want to encourage you in thinking that all your problems are demonic (you seem too demon-focused, although i could certainly be wrong as i have never met you) but if nothing is going to convince you except going through a deliverance session with someone then maybe that is what you need. There is some good info on deliverance available at www.withoneaccord.org and it may be possible to receive a one-on-one consult with the website owner Bill Schnoebelen either by phone or in person if you are willing to travel.