I have struggled to understand this and maybe I am looking to hard or maybe I have a good point with this.
As christians we speak of having fellowship with God through worship, studying the bible and praying yet how close and how real is that fellowship? I understand in Genesis God made Eve for Adam so he would not be alone. Yet, what does that mean? Why would Adam be alone being God is there?
I look at people who were once involved in the occult and who still are and they say they have heard demons speaking and sometimes fighting and just speaking to them. I ask myself, are demons more real to these people then God is to us?
In my own life I have asked myself, how do I know God is speaking to me. Is it that unaudible voice I think I hear that sounds like my concious? Sometimes I sense something in my being that came from outside of me but is that fellowship or just being led? Or inspired?
When you fellowship with God what are characteristics that you experience? How is it made so real to you that you know it is God? And why is it that I can't always seem to find that conversation with God like I would have with my wife? What are the parts that I am missing? Or maybe what I am overlooking in all of this? I do have a tendency to overthink some things but I want to know the depths of this because I think it would really put to death any unbelief I have in God.
What do you guys think
