I have fallen back into a sinful pattern of being fearful and obsessing just recently. I find myself fearful over the news...current world news and even the weather can cause me to struggle if I obsess over it. I can not at this time in my walk read the news and not get caught up in being fearful or worrying about things. This has been a real struggle for me because I have at times used the excuse of keeping current so I would know how to pray for others but truth is I end up reading articles that are filled with hate or worse and then I just feel sick inside. The realization hits me over and over again of just how lost and fallen man is and then I find myself struggling with becoming fearful and worrying about the future and all the "what ifs". I don't want to obsess and I do not want to give into fear so I have decided to stop indefinitely following the news. With elections coming around again the pressure from some Christians to be active and get involved seems to be the battle cry and that can make it all the harder for me. I feel like the pressure to vote and be involved in worldly affairs becomes the focus instead of JESUS! For now I am following HIS leading to just remove this from my life so it will not be a stumbling block to me any longer. I have traveled this path before with the same results. As someone who has desperate need of GOD always I realize whenever I have traveled off on my own, I fail! I realize more then ever that I have to live in faith in HIM and trust no matter what comes or happens that HE is in control. For now I just do not seem to be able to keep trusting and abiding in HIM while having a daily morning diet of "worldly news"
I realize this is not an issue for others and that there are many differing points of view but I wonder has anyone else found this to be an area of struggle for them?
God Bless
maryjane
