need prayer

Last week i started getting stronger when i started fighting back in the name of Jesus and my body and mind became stronger and clearer, but then i started having wicked thoughts continuously and then those spirits began to attack my body again. Today got really bad i felt a spirit of fear come upon and i feel as if their is this heavy weight upon me and my body and my mind. I as of late was deciding to stop asking for prayer requests from this site and others because i didn't want to be annoying anymore because i felt some were tired of my prayer requests i also wanted to just trust God alone. I was seeming to get better last week and then as soon as i was feeling better then ever i started getting ambushed with evil thoughts towards others and then i started feeling guilty about those thoughts and the enemy got ground on me again. i should never let them in again, because they are worse now than they seem to ever have been. I think i need to go to this deliverance ministry possibly tonight that is not too far from my house, i am not getting better. I was going to a church for a few weeks, but as soon as i got to liking the church i started getting attack with lust at the church and decided i needed to stay away from it. Please keep me in your prayers for protection and deliverance.

I know what you are talking about too. I've been under heavy attack for over two years now. The evil spirits grip my insides so bad, my rectum bleeds, my intestines literally feel like they're going to fall out of my bo.y. And everywhere I go, these familiar spirits attach themselves to me and go up my privates, the back of my knees, neck, elbows you name it. All my Walls are broken down, and I've just been under siege constantly. My mind is completlety bombarded. I never go outside anymore bc the snickering, sneering and laughing blows my pride and I can't take it.

If it weren't for thus book called WAR ON THE SAINTS By JESSIE PENN LEWIS. I would have lost my mind as when this first happened to me I thought I was being abducted by aliens. But her book explains EVERYTHING that us happening. It's quite an amazing annointed work.

You begin to realize, Wheter its witchcraft, aliens, satanists, masons etc. Demons all work the same way. Unfortunatley Satan gives out power like candy. Well not like candy, they still need babies and blood sacrifices.
etc. But the difference I'm beginning to learn is there is going to be s huge de working at the end. The antichrist, I believe will operate hid miracles using harvested soul power while the holy spirit will use real power.

I guess that's why its so urgent we beat this...

PRAISE BE TO JESUS HE ALREADY BEAT THIS! WE JUST NEED TO SUBMIT AND TAKE THE VICTORY.

I got you lifted brother. Thank You for your post. I have been silent about my situation but The Lord Is going to lead me out of this! Not by might not by power but by His Spirit. It's truly the word of my testimony. Thanks for breaking my silence. Be encouraged Brother. Jesus is going to lead us through. Thanks for posting.

thanks everyone, i am been crying out a lot to the Lord. I have been going through this for almost 8 months now and i just want to be set free.

I know one of problems the Lord has revealed to me is that I have lost my faith in Jesus, i don't believe like i use to. Please pray for my faith in Christ and my complete deliverance.

Bible4life and learjet,

Amen. A cord of three isn't easily broken. Thanks for standing with us.
My faith has been dwindling too.... But recently I today I was listening to testimonies on YouTube which has been encouraging. Muslims,prostitues and drug dealers saved by Gods love and Grace.

But in light of this complete torture.... I am learning. To lean, pray and to fight shame.

My friend told me just yesterday as I completley broke down and went back to some old habits, (the enemy will not allow me to forget the whore that I was and will make sure somehow to let everyone around me aware of intimate details of my past) he told me that I can't change my past. That those things I did. I did them. It's true. And I can't fight it by trying to hide it. And that people love me and I shouldn't be so hard on myself.

I guess its harder to do when the enemy.hides the Love of God from us and we are left to defend ourselves. And in our pride stews our shame.
Even though I'm beet red, I go out in public and know I used to be a whore with every act of debauchery known to man I've participated in. I realize I'm concentrating on myself and my own pride and caring what others think. I'm thinking of my own perfection in others eyes. And I guess I have to forgive myself and show the world how screwed up I truly am and the mistakes I've made. regardless of my childhood. I think I may have been blaming my childhood for my past but I have to learn to forgive myself as an adult. Not run around and be mad that nobody understands the circumstances and they're still laughing at me. But I can't expect people to, only Jesus understands.

I have to remind myself of how God saved me. And that He still loves me. And He's going to use EVERYTHING for my good. And when I have victory over this with other saints. I will go to every strip club in America and set the captives free. I will be able to.comfort those with an abused past and warn them of the pitfalls of Satans lies.

Because Jesus is real. He calls me His Sister, His Bride. I may be dark but after this I will be feared. In fact we are already feared or like learjet said, we wouldn't be getting so harrassed.

We can beat this bible4life.... We just need to trust. Not in our own understanding but in all our ways acknowledge the one who saved us!!!
And even if our faith us dwindling.... We have nothing else to.hold on to so last hold fast to what we know and most of all just stand... He will deliver us.

Bible4life, He is going to use everything, EVERYTHING you are suffering thru. I'm learning and leaning too. He's going to use it for His Glory. And our testimony will be worth it!

please pray for me i am having a hard time resisting these evil spirits, everytime i seem to be doing better they come back again attacking me, i just can't live this. Fasting and praying all day, please pray for me i need prayers.

Please keep me in prayer i am struggling with this.

need prayer again, i believe the Lord has revealed to me that i been believing the lies of the enemy and i need prayer for strength from the Holy Spirit o resist his lies.

I don't what the issue is, but their is still this presence that keeps coming down on me especially the last few months especially. Before it was when i was falling into lust in my heart and now it just comes downon me if i am driving in my car it has happened a few times. Just this evil presence will come down on me it is a spirit of fear that i can't seem to getrid of. i don't know why it is attacking me and my body to, sometimes when i am gettingbetter it will come at me to, the problem is i always end up believing i did something wrong or something and i start feeling i deserve this punishment for an evil thought i have and it just opens the door to these attacks, i don't know what the heck i did for this to be tormenting me. I am not in witchcraft or the occult or haven't been, i have confessed my sins of pride, bitterness, hatred, lust, sexual sin etc. I don't know what else to do. I need faith in Christ, but again i don't want to just believe for the sake of deliverance only, but so i can live my life for Christ. I have been seeing my expastor and going to his home bible studies and he has prayed for me and even madea confession of faith and has faithfully prayed for me for some time now. But anyways, i need prayer for whatever spirits our attacking me that the Lord would show the cause of it and also would protect me against it and show me what to do. Prayer really needed.

i do know that their is some bitterness, anger, and unforgiveness in my heart. But i have gone to the Lord confessing this, but the problem is that it kind of comes back at times, i think one of my problems is that my faith is kind of shipwrecked, my whole christian walk in general has fallen apart, my faith, walking in righteousness and desiring righteousness, desiring the word, walking in the Spirit, etc. It has become a big mess, their is much sin in my heart that I have confessed, but i am finding very hard to walk in the way again. I need cleansing.