David,
If it weren't for her book, I thought I was getting abducted by aliens esp when I started waking up under the northern lights in half sleep, or I would be lying in bed and literally a spirit would scan me and it would hit different parts of my brain and my mouth would start to open and close by itself . Or it would trigger me to urinate. That's how I know how to make myself go number two. Bc at one point these spirits held on to my stmach so tightly I couldn't go for two weeks. After the thing showed me on my brain how to urinate I just shoot my (spirit?)to that point and I can go.
Everything in her book I witnessed. At one point I ran from this thing 6miles. I felt like elijah. In fact I have a feeling that spirit us inside me and I'm supposed to birth it or I allow Christians to feed off of me thru these channels. I dunno.
I think I'm supposed to fast but I'm terrified its too late and if I do ill be fasting for the wrong reasons and ill be a skin and bones zombie.
Literally even my face changed. I had a dream when all this first started I woke up bc someone staked a snake into the back of my head like the matrix, and I snapped gasping and at the same time I cried out ABBA! Thunder erupted. I know God was pissed.
But I don't understand why He don't rescue me. Anyway my face looks like that guy from MIB that was possessed by a roach. I'm constantly hunched over and feel numb all the time and if I want to feel I have to smash my face into my neck. It sucks.
After all .of this, I'm convinced that baldness, receding gumlines, arthritis, scholiosus etc is all spiritual.
Yup there are days when my hand turns into a claw or I walk around with one shoulder higher than the other. If God can do it to nebuchadnezzqr. Turn him into a cow... yea...
Oh yea... Man I hope ur laughing cuz this is making me feel better...
