Hi Saints,
I have another question. I belong to 3 different churches. Only because I feel like I'm being fed by all of them. And bc I also view the church as a whole and haven't questioned theology as of yet.
Well, at my charasmatic church they believe in reclaiming the 7 mountains of society, such as politics, education, entertainment so on. And by having I.fluence in those areas we bring the kingdom down.
My non-denominational church on the other hand disagrees and says you can either have one or the other.
I used to think that Gods Kingdom, when it falls will bring power and repentance, PROOF of Jesus as God, healings and dead rising, hands straightening and demons fleeing, homosexual spirits breaking etc. And thru miracles souls will turn to a living God.
But I wonder now. Bc God uses everything to bring a soul into the kingdom. Movies and books I know God has spoken to me thru.
I'm asking bc I can't seem to enjoy anything anymore and I'm a bit frozen. I hate this world and don't know how to run with the horses anymore. I know God has given me a lot of talents and I worry I'm not doing anything with them. But at the same time I just feel like I'm supposed to be dropping all of that and fast and pray which I'm unable to do.for dozens of reasons.
My life has stopped for the past 6 years, I'm homeless by next month. I feel like I'm supposed to fast and touch nothing of this world but maybe I'm being an extremist?
Your thoughts, prayers, testimonies would be appreciated...
Bless you all :)
