Art Katz tells the story of someone once asking 'what is the evidence in one's life of the baptism of the Holy Spirit?' Someone else quickly whips 'trouble!'
I did a careless thing (again and again) over the past several months; I prayed 'God - whatever it takes - whatever pain, whatever You have to do - whatever trouble - whatever heartache - whatever grief - whatever is necessary to establish Your perfect will in my life, amen to it.'
I will go on praying it because I'm persuaded there is no One else who holds the keys of life.
There was no audible response. There was no sign that the prayer registered with Him. Perhaps He brushed it aside as something said in careless zeal. . .
How then all this trouble? Family trouble. Jobless. Put aside in a lonely place. Attacks of the enemy - stabs into my emotional wounds. Temptations to sin.
Meanwhile I'm reading the accounts of the fathers of the reformation and I cringe that I even raise my head to say 'I'm hurting.'
All this to say; saints, please pray for me - that God does not let up till I am aligned to His perfect will. And then, pray for yourself that He would do whatever it takes to achieve His perfect will in your life too!
