Here is 10 + 1 question i ask myself everyday of how much i really love God.
1. Do i seek to please Him by consciously discerning His will and doing it on matter how costly or stupid it may look; do i obey with joy His explicit or implicit command?
2. Do i seek to promote the kingdom of God? Is his cause my chief joy; am i still enthusiastic about serving Him? Do i still live with eternity's value in view?
3. Am i willing to sacrifice anything and everything for God, no matter how dear they are to me?
4. Do i still crave for worldly goods, position and achievement? Do i compare and compete with others (esp. People of the world)?
5. How much do i grieve the Holy Spirit, without apparently feeling it? Do i care to wait for His leading?
6. Is sin still abhorrent to me; does it break my heart? Do the fact that God is displeased means more pain to me than any punishment or consequence of my action? Does my remorse go beyond emotionalism to ensuring i don't fall to the same fault?
8. Am i angry at sinners when i see them profane the name of God? Do i judge iniquity when i have the power? Do i correct and rebuke solely with the aim that God be sanctified amongst the ungodly?
9. Do i deeply long for God and his word; how is my daily fellowship with God, do i crave for his manifest presence, above all pleasures?
10. Do i love and associate passionately with those who love God? Do i see them as my brothers and sisters, and seek their welfare at all time?
11. Will i still be motivated and fulfilled in serving God if their were no hope for reward or fear of disobedence.
