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need prayers i am getting under attack again

sermonindex Feb 4, 2012

The past week almost in a half i was doing a lot better, i almost felt as if things were going to be better for now on and that my relationship with God was right again, but as soon as things started going better the attacks o me from the enemy started to come again on my mind and body. The enemy loves putting evil thoughts constantly in my head and accusing me of them and then attacks my body to. Can you please pray for me to stand strong and that the Lord would fight these enemies for me or whatever the Lord pleases.

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ManofGod0000 Feb 4, 2012

we continue to pray for you.... do u know how to meditate? can you get into a zone of prayer? if so, do that consistently, god is calling you to plead and make time to call out to him, not becuz you need him but becuz of who he is.....JUst call out to him.

hang in there, you will make it through. Remember, God id faithful

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Benjamin7 Feb 4, 2012

Hello brother,

I have been reading about the blood of Jesus lately. Maybe our Lord could shed some light on your predicament through this article:
https://www.sermonindex.net/modules/articles/index.php?view=article&aid=1921

In Christ,
Ben

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Anamosa41 Feb 4, 2012

I'm still praying for you, brother.

sermonindex Feb 5, 2012

thanks for the prayers, i did very good most of the day, but then as soon as i started feeling great all those thoughts just bombarded me wicked thoughts. I know that most people are going to resist the enemy, but to tell you the truth that these attack had got so bad that everytime i tried to resist them for the past few months they have overcome me everytime and my condition only got worse. It wasn't until the last maybe week and a half or two or weeks that i said Lord everyones praying for me, i am confessing and trying to do everything right before you and even resisting the lies of the enemy and standing my ground and i have only got worse, and i told him i can't fight this anymore please fight for me and that is when things changed and got better, not completely but they got a lot better. For me i can except that Christ's shed blood covers my sin all my sin, that is not the problem. The problem is that the enemy is disguising evil thoughts in my head towards others who have health problems, sometimes he tries to get me to laugh about their situation and i feel as if maybe the thoughts are coming from me because they just keep coming and i feel as if anyone to laugh and someones problems like that i deserve to be punished for it, i don't want the thoughts, but they just won't leave, i feel so guilty to think this way, i hate it.

sermonindex Feb 8, 2012

really need your prayers satan really has a stronghold in my mind, these evil thoughts will not leave me and this evil lauhter will not leave me, i am being tortured in my mind and body and spirit. I have been begging God with n deliverance, i don't know what to do anymore. I did read that Watchman Nee part about the blood of Christ i actually opened it up in his book normal christian life that i have at home. It made sense, but these thoughts that the enemy keeps putting in my mind haven't stopped, when i read the word it does this and throughout the whole day i get attacked with evil thoughts towards others and this evil laughter within me towards others, i don't know why God is not setting me free.

sermonindex Feb 8, 2012

You said, "...I don't know why God is not setting me free."

Because you need to repent. Unless you repent, you'll perish.

Jesus said "...the truth shall make you free." John 8:32

When I say repent I don't mean "turn from your sins and turn to God" as some would like to say. I mean stop thinking you must do something and begin to believe that though you are an enemy of God right now by those thoughts you feel bad over, Christ died for you; while you were yet a sinner, Christ died for you. He loves you. You've got to despair of yourself. Hope for forgiveness and mercy from Jesus. If you don't change your mind from thinking you must do something to believing in Christ, you will die in your sins.

"But to him that doesn't work, but believes on Him that justifies the ungodly, his faith is counted for righteousness." Romans 4:5

The truth is, whether you work or whether you don't work, you will only be saved by God's grace. "For by grace are you saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God." Ephesians 2:8

Nothing shall be able to separate you from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:38-39

If you sin today, that sin cannot separate you from the love of God. If you don't sin today and do a bunch of good, it doesn't cause Him to love you anymore because in Jesus Christ you have been washed and you have been sanctified. 1 Corinthians 6:11

Your identity is hidden with Christ in God. The Bible puts it this way: "...your life is hid with Christ in God." Colossians 3:3

Do you believe?

If we believe not, yet He abides faithful: He cannot deny Himself. 2 Timothy 2:13

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ET101 Feb 9, 2012

Wage war. Go on a long fast. Seek God. Get 'militant' about being right with God: meaning, renounce sinful habits, ask God to show you vestiges of the enemy's influence in your life and break what you have to break, burn what you have to burn. Mean business with God.

Then ask God to build you up in the armour of God. . .ask for defences against the enemy (spiritual gifts of discernment, faith, right theology, and tenderness before God).

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ET101 Feb 11, 2012

I also find this Derek Prince teaching on demons and spiritual attack extremely useful:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZoleQVsCEE

sermonindex Feb 14, 2012

Paul i see what your saying, but i am not sure if that is the issue i am struggling with demonic attacks, but also with the fact that i am realizing i have the inability to repent and even have faith unless the Lord provides it to me, i don't have the ability, but i can seek until i am completely hardened. Also was going to ask for prayers again, i have been getting attacked strongly again in my mind or thought life and my body.

sermonindex Feb 14, 2012

Paul i see what your saying, but i am not sure if that is the issue i am struggling with demonic attacks, but also with the fact that i am realizing i have the inability to repent and even have faith unless the Lord provides it to me, i don't have the ability, but i can seek until i am completely hardened. Also was going to ask for prayers again, i have been getting attacked strongly again in my mind or thought life and my body.

sermonindex Feb 22, 2012

I have talked to a few people about deliverance on here, so i don't want to hurt anyones feelings, but i really think i need to find someone experienced in deliverance again, i have tried seeking the Lord on my own, but things really aren't getting that much better. If anyone can help again, i am serious about seeking deliverance again.

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MichaelLiao Feb 22, 2012

Hey bible4life,

My question to you dear brother is are there sins in your life that you are not willing to let go of? (http://youtu.be/mgJzOr4khrs)

The reason is that Christ is always willing to set you free, the question is what sin in your life have you kept behind your heart and not give it into the hands of the Lord and let Him take over that part of your life. Now it doesn't necessarily have to be sin like some sort of immorality, it can be self-righteousness or a false form of holiness that you are clinging to and making it into an idol. For example, evangelism. Not saying that evangelism is bad, but you may be trusting in the act of evangelism to save your soul instead of trusting solely in Jesus Christ. Let go of trying to save yourself and say to Christ, "Lord, you do it for me!" When you say that to the Lord, that's trusting Him to work it out and just simply rest. I'll even go as far as using a dangerous word other then rest, "Relax on Christ."

Bear not a single care thyself
One is too much for thee
The work is Mine and Mine alone
Thy work -- to rest in Me. (From Hudson Taylor's Spiritual Secrets)

Brother send me your email at mike2841@hotmail.com and I'll send you my pastor's devotional, it'll help you rest in Christ and Christ alone. God help us all!

Your Servant In Jesus' Name,

- Michael Liao

sermonindex Feb 22, 2012


Thanks brother, i have thought long over what sins i have not let go of. Right now what i could come up with as far as my sins go are: putting things before God's word and prayer time, just my time with God alone is putting sports like basketball and football before the Lord or putting the computer and doing things on the computer instead of spending more time with the Lord. I have tried putting scripture first and the Lord first, but it then becomes almost where i just feel like i am still not free, i feel like i have lost that grace in my heart. Also i struggle with all the sins i confessed and renounced, i find myself almost falling right back into being anger and jealous and bitter towards people even though i wanted to forgive everyone. Or i fall back into my struggle with lust after being so adamant about not doing it anymore, or plan to dedicate myself completely to the Lord and then i become dull to it and fall back into my struggle with putting the Lord first. I can never seemed to be discilpined with going to church or bible study, reading my bible daily, etc.It seems i continue to go through this, for some time now. But anyways, if i had to sum it up, i just kind of am lost about everything, i really haven't heard the voice of the Lord for sometime now, at time i believe i have, but definitely not like i use to. I really don't know brother, i am just seeking, but seem to b going in a circle a usual, i really need the Lord Jesus to move upon my life and i need Him to be a reality again in my life.

sermonindex Feb 22, 2012

Brothers and sisters I really need your prayers, i am being very sincere about this, please the enemy has been attacking me extremely bad in my body and putting evil thoughts continually in my mind. So you guys can understand me better, the enemy puts evil thoughts in my mind and then i begin to feel extremely guilty and then has such a stronghold on me that i cant seem to believe that i don't deserve to be punished, but anyways the enemy has been affecting my health. Please can you pray for protection, my faith, and deliverance. I dont understand the whole situation completely, so i need prayer to understand it better, whether or not their some door that needs to be closed that i don't know of or something i need to believe or not believe anymore. I have been reading the word daily, but i just get over these spiritual attacks, it is affecting my thought life and my health o much, i really need you to keep praying for me, i know now the enemy wants to destroy me. Please keep me in prayer.

sermonindex Feb 23, 2012


Enemy has been attacking me extremely bad in my body and putting evil thoughts continually in my mind.

The next time your tempted, praise the Lord with all that you have in you. I have found that when I am being tempted I say the name of Jesus outloud and in my mind and the temptation goes away speedily.

The next time you have a dirty thought, cast it down. Yes, cast it down, imagine in your mind stamping on it. But it takes some effort on your part, it takes your cooperation.

What do you want the most, the pleasure in sin for a season or being free?

Every man will say "being free" of course, but when the temptation comes the story changes. We want what the temptation is offering because it appeals to the lust that is already in our members.

Did you know that every man has a lust of some kind? And there are times that we are enticed and drawn away with it. It's there and will probably remain there to our dying day. However, it doesn't mean that we let it control us.

The sooner you get that settled in your heart the better it will be for you; that failure is a part of growing.

So you fell, well get back up. It doesn't matter how many times you fall down, keep crying out to the Lord for help and get up again, it's the crying out to God for help that makes all the difference in your journey through faith. Even when you enjoyed what you fell into, keep going back to the Lord for help.

When you started this thread you were in the realm of fretting. You were engulfed in the fear of falling into sin again and it was overwhelming you. Again, settle it in your heart that your going to fall. The sooner you accept that the better because that fear will constantly come upon you and the enemy will use it against you.

Don't wallow in your self pity or say "oh woe is me", get up from sinning and say, "Father I sinned again, cleanse me from all unrighteousness."

Don't fail to turn your sins over to Him because remember Christ is our sin bearer, He took the sins of the world upon Himself and He became sin for us. If you hold unto sin, your holding unto something that is rightfully His. So give it to Him because He alone knows how to forgive you. Fob it onto Him as soon as you can, if you don't death starts to spread and your heart will become hardened and you don't want that to happen.

Remember, it doesn't matter how many times you sin, get right back up again asking Him to forgive you. In the beginning of our journey with God, there are some of us that seem to live a "sin repent, sin repent" walk. But remember when you continue to call upon the Lord for help, that status will change over time as you learn to grow in grace and in the knowledge of Him.

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White_Stone Feb 23, 2012

Bible4life, you say, "Enemy has been attacking me extremely bad in my body"

Consider that not all you are suffering is from the enemy.

The 'bad thoughts' are more than likely from within your own mind/heart.

What does the Spirit say to do in this case? Read below:


Rev 3:19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

sermonindex Feb 24, 2012

i wanted to encourage you, brother. have you studied romans 7?

Romans 7:15-25, New American Standard Bible (NASB)

15 For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate. 16 But if I do the very thing I do not want to do, I agree with the Law, confessing that the Law is good. 17 So now, no longer am I the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me. 18 For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh; for the willing is present in me, but the doing of the good is not. 19 For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the very evil that I do not want. 20 But if I am doing the very thing I do not want, I am no longer the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me.

21 I find then the [a]principle that evil is present in me, the one who wants to do good. 22 For I joyfully concur with the law of God [b]in the inner man, 23 but I see a different law in [c]the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner [d]of the law of sin which is in my members. 24 Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from [e]the body of this death? 25 Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, on the one hand I myself with my mind am serving the law of God, but on the other, with my flesh the law of sin.

...further reading if you're led in romans.

i would also GREATLY encourage you to read watchman nee's "the normal christian life" as his book is a study on romans 6-8 especially. i pray it frees you brother! here's a link to nee's book online to read for free:

http://www.ccel.org/ccel/nee/normal.html

sermonindex Feb 24, 2012

Ecclesiastes 8:8 There is no man that hath power over the spirit to retain the spirit; neither hath he power in the day of death: and there is no discharge in that war; neither shall wickedness deliver those that are given to it.

"There is no discharge in that war".

Your in a war brother and you may as well get used to it.

What you don't like and the same goes for us is that when we sin we don't like the reprecussions of our sinning. No one does! The Lord had reminded me a few years back that "God is not mocked, whatsoever you sow your going to reap." And I reaped all right. Long periods of depression and heartache. God was teaching me something that it's not worth giving into temptation. That feeling of separation from Him was too much, yet He wasn't far at all, it just felt that way.

I've been there. I've had the attacks, fretted and was always anxious, always looking for an easy way out and never found it. Running around the countryside looking for anyone to pray me out of these attacks and they never came. I had to endure it, live through it, BUT He never forsook me through it all. In fact, I long for those days. You have no idea the work that He doing through you through these trials, through these 'attacks'. I long for those days because I was more needy then. I needed Him all the time.

sermonindex Feb 24, 2012

Brother you made a great point, i have been going all over the countryside getting prayer for everyone.LOL. It is kind of crazy isn't, i just seem to be running in circles and not getting anywhere for sometime now. But, seriously thank you guys for your wisdom, i really appreciate your concern for me and your help. This is very difficult time again in my life. It is something i wondered about these evil thoughts whether they were coming from my heart or not. I think possibly what might be happening is that i have had unforgiveness, bitterness, anger, that i have not let go in my heart and it is possible that i have evil spirits of hate and unforgiveness tormenting me with hateful thoughts. Some of these thoughts i do not want to be thinking i know for sure, but i am not surprised that this because of my sin.

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