Nothing here to disagree with. Some thoughts. Some questions, not really any statements and not in any particulor fashion. Doesn't it kinda boil down to a heart issue in a sense? As was stated, you can take away the surroundings and still not have dealt with the root, the deep part that lies in the heart. What is it that you long for? Are you hungery? Is this walk not an adventure, a journey? Is it not always changing, learning, growing, abiding, weeping, rejoicing, praising, and mourning? Conviction, repentence and restoration? Is it not 'all' these things, books, and fellowship and help and prayer, teaching, sharing, serving, giving, dying? Isn't it wonder-ful?!!! Is it not true that ALL things work together for good to those who love Him?Rats, the word I hate to use 'balance', hmmm maybe it's being led by the Holy Spirit, His 'balance'? Being attentive to that still small voice, the one that tells you 'you have been on the internet to long'...eehh heeemm, that 'you need to pray for your wife right now' or 'have you thought about your brothers who are being persecuted for My name in India?'A pool of resources for a word in due season...Why do I get up at 4:00 in the morning? Because it makes me 'spiritual'? Is it because I 'need' to? No, I want to, I GET to! Praise God I am going to take in all that I can while there is still yet day, if it consumes me, overwhelms me, drives me to "all this teaching has driven you mad" insanity, Well praise the Lord! Let it spill over, let my life be splattered all over the earth, let it be said "he took in TOO much of Gods presence, of the love of Jesus and thefilling of the Holy Spirit and one day just exploded" and now the whole world is stepping in it.Praise be to God, I am insane!Now, do I have the guts to post this...Lord, you know me, expose meMake me a bigger fool yet!