"We're rooting for you,"
Thanks JiG.
"Three to six hours a day in the word would bring much freedom to your weary soul" -Lysa
I believe it! I will try to start a regimen of reading. I know it works because I have tried that before and have found lots of power in it. I used to read psalms through every week or so while in an institution.
My psychiatrist recommended taking fish oil with high EDA or something... anyone heard of that? Krautfrau?
I do much better just denying this one particular sin in my life. But then God brings other things into my life to work on. I think of the saints of old who have fought painfully to deny the flesh even unto death. They did it because of Him they will stand before:
9 “I kept looking
Until thrones were set up,
And the Ancient of Days took His seat;
His vesture was like white snow
And the hair of His head like pure wool.
His throne was [h]ablaze with flames,
Its wheels were a burning fire.
10 “A river of fire was flowing
And coming out from before Him;
Thousands upon thousands were attending Him,
And myriads upon myriads were standing before Him;
The court sat,
And the books were opened." -Daniel 7
I read this two days ago and got insight into the thousands attending Him. I hear voices and sometimes I ask them things. I asked them about the ancient of days and they said "He's not like [material things], He's the being who created all these things [then pointed to the trees and stars]" They said it with an awe. I just can't imagine such a being as beloved, gracious, and all mighty. Can you ?