I just wanted to update my situation a little and also ask for prayer. About almost a month ago the Lord began to strengthen me again in my life and one issues i had been dealing with was that i was believing a lie that the enemy had put in my mind. I began to start believing the lie and really has become a stronghold in my life, where i literally cant seem to break it. Over the past year i have been struggling with it seems the same thing i still have not been completely set free. The enemy had me convinced that if i did something wrong that i deserved punishment or i have thought the wrong thought that i did to and it became so strong that the devil had been convincing me the smallest minute things that i deserved punishment from. The thing is when i start believing the lie it becomes stronger and very hard to get out of it. The devil has really been torturing me with this, it is the worst trial i have ever been through and i have been in constant fear and worry all the time. It is affected my health and my thought life and me working everything. I am not the same person anymore. I use to be strong and i am very weak now, but i am convinced that i opened the door through sin, what makes me scared it seems that when i open the door it gets worse everytime over the past couple of years kind of like where Jesus that seven worse spirits come and the persons last condition is worse than before. I am afraid that if i finally get out of this that i am going to fall again and this get worse again then even now. I was encouraged though over the past month it seemed the Lord had given me strength over the lie for some time and i began to not listen to what was a lie and i began to grow stronger in my mind and my body. But i kind of still struggle with believing the lie and started to get real bad at times again. I just wanted to let you guys know that their has been some progress, but i still struggling to stand on the truth. Could you please lift me up in prayer with this for be able to believe the truth and not a lie and that the Lord would give me the strength in my mind to believe the truth. Also if their is anything else that i don't know of that could be hindering all of this that the Lord would set me free from it or reveal it to me. Thank you so much.
