And it such a nagging annoyance to know "Evil"...
What is there to know except that it is NOT Good and therfore, NOT GOD...so away with "it"...
If only it were that easy to dismiss it. What do we want with Evil? What is so necessary about it? And why isn't the "Good" enough and sufficient, like "El-Shaddai" says He is?
It saddens me to know that everyday, I choose something that I do not desire (like Paul says when he calls himself a "wretch"). Bondage, I am beginning to call this thing "Evil". To know evil is sheer bondage. Why would I want that? What is so undesirable about Life? What was this Tree lacking which made it less desirable than the other Tree, I wonder?
And I noticed that the Tree of Life was not protected with a flaming sword until we fell. Should we have chosen it first? Would that have made the difference?
We didn't choose it at all. Not only did we not choose Life, but we ignored it.
Even after we fell, we did not seek out the Tree of Life perhaps as a healing remedy to the sickness we just ingested. But God forbid that! The Tree of Life was not to be a "second" option. It could have been a first, though, but defintiely NOT second. Yet, we cannot have Life after seeking Evil.
Christ became the Second. Why couldn't He be First? Like in our daily lives, you know. Was that Tree of Life, the Cross of Christ? Did it look too hideous to us, scary with its flesh and blood hanging from it? Was it not as "pleasing to the eye" as a Lie?
Sometimes, I fantasize about going to the Tree of Life first. And then, the forbidden tree is no longer an option. To know Life first only to never have to know Evil. THat sounds more like it, saints! The fruit of this Tree of Life perhaps, would have eliminated our desire to know "Evil". It would have given us what we needed to reject what God forbid. We would have loved Him too much to disobey. Why do we have to know "Evil" to love Him?
Love-in-Christ,
KP