twayneb wrote:
"I for one am a very busy person. I find that I fly through my daily life and often realize that Jesus has not been at the forefront of my thoughts. More importantly, I realize that I struggle with putting myself and my own agenda in front of others and the agape love of God flowing through me to them. So, I think that the next step in my drawing near to God looks a lot like learning to get me out of the way and allow God to live through me. It is learning to be selfless."
What a lovely post that must have caused a lot of us like Mary Jane to look at and question the actual quality of our own lives. Thank you.
I can really identify with you in this in the busyness of business, family and work life today. Many are under pressure to perform, work longer hours in all parts of the day, something must give.
Some time ago I found myself in the very same position working in a busy city center and I raised the same question with myself. Too busy for the Lord Jesus, where is He in this work, where is He in the church, where is He in the home? The teaching at church was evangelically "sound" - life at home hectic, many children, loving but busy wife - but time for Jesus every meal time, morning and night before the hectic merry-go-round started again.
The only time available to me was one hour for lunch each week, I prayed for a prayer partner who had the same burden to simply know the Lord Jesus more in our lives and experience. The Lord heard and sent me another man who had the same need.
We met once a week in the only quiet space we could find, it was in the basement of a shop in the middle of all the stock. We prayed for just one half hour each week that the Lord Jesus would show Himself to us in a very real way, we just wanted to know Him more.
After some time He came quietly and as we slowly overcame our selves and allowed Him access into our innermost being, He came in power. Initially it was overpowering, the working of the Holy Spirit thorough and unsettling as He dredged all of the past bad things not of Him out and filled up all the space.
The result was dramatic in my personal, work and family life - it overturned a lot of the "religious" in me and made a lot of the Word of God that was previously hidden from me vital and alive.
The struggle with "me" the flesh is a daily battle, spiritual warfare is real, witnessing is a matter of loving and living Jesus in the World - He does the rest.
That is what revival in my life meant - I do hope and pray that this will encourage you and others to simply ask and keep on asking, believing that the Lord Jesus will answer.
I would commend the little book by Roy Hessian, "We would see Jesus" - it helped me a lot.
God bless you all.
Terry