I am bulelwa beku,23 years of age.I am a born again Christian.I had not been born again for a long time though I was a christian because I had prayed the prayer to be saved.I never had any hatred for sin and I also never had a zeal for Christ.My passions and interests were still worldly,the music I listened to was the same as that Id listened to.My mind had never been renewed nor was I regenerated.My aunt thought of me to be saved but in all honesty now that I look back I never was.The prayer I prayed did not show me a reality of what I really was and my need for a Saviour.long story short I finally got born again after a continuous string of sins.A friend of mine who I strongly believe was sent by God kept sending me sermons,suggesting people like Mr Ravenhill,Wilkerson,Washer.I read and watched them daily,I noticed I had never heard any of the things the preached.One morning by the grace and mercy of God through His power I got born again,I was in my room crying painfully for God to forgive all my sins,I will never forget that day.I prayed like never before,weeping without ceasing,I told God all my sins and I mean all.I realised I was a huge hypocrite that shamed the name of Jesus by going around telling people im saved when my life was not evidence of such.From that day onwards I developed a new love for God,I had an amazing interest in the bible which Id never had before.I just wanted to tell everyone I met about this merciful Saviour,which I had never had a love for before.I repented whole heartedly and I felt a huge change in me.
