hi robert, i became a christian 17 years ago,at the age of 19 i had a very dramatic conversion where God changed round my whole life, it was very breathtaking. I married and served in our local church, becoming leaders of a housegroup at one point.After ten years in this church we felt spiritually exhausted and felt that God was leading us out into a new fellowship that was established in our area, the emphasis was on revival and it gave us a really expectant heart that God would move. Unfortunatly this fellowship had a high turnover of different leaders, our hearts grew tired of what felt like false promises from leaders and we grew more and more disalusioned with the 'church'. I gave birth to twin boys who had various medical difficulties this is another story for a later date).Our church folded and we were left without a church to attend. That was seven years ago. initially i felt bitter and very disappointed in christians. now i meet together on an informal basis with a few friends. i find it difficult because i have never felt lead to another church (believe me i have tried a few hoping to feel at home, but this hasnt happened.so thats a little bit of my background, where im from and how i got to be hear, hope this is of interest