Dear saints....This is mighty incredible to me. I saw this the other day and was practically floored by it."You too?"I thought it was just my own bizzaree self. This has been happening over the years somewhat infrequently, both before and after coming into the Light.It almost sounds if there is a couple of different things going on here but both Robert and Dian especially....whew, the similarities...One of the blessings of not cleaning out old email is being able to find things. Dian, I thank you for sharing what happened to you, it has prompted me not to be afraid to put this up. The following is an email I sent to Greg last year as well as Ed and think Chanin as well. Didn't want to just take excerpts from it or clean it up and all the verbage came forth as I typed it within seconds of "waking up", it's raw but...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hey brother Here's an attachment from this mornings violent, bizarre dealings...You, Chanin, Ed likely would be the only ones that I would likely share this with...Told the wife and...no reaction... I don't know what to make of it or if I even should, but the words are true Mike--------------What just happened Lord? Moments ago 6:30 A.M. Wed 6/9/04...On my face before You in prayer, struggling, wrestling with You that you would bestow back upon me, Your Holy Spirit as it has been so strongly felt in these past weeks. I would not let go, no, not until You blessed me, I was knocking and knocking, would not give up..scriptures running through my mind...Jesus words to keep on asking...'command ye Me', Isaiah..."The kingdom of Heaven suffers violence and the violent take it by force" I resolved not to move until You Lord restored me, everything open and naked before You...everything..and my spirit was sorely distressed, but I would not give up, would wrestle like Jacob and pester like the Syrophoenician woman...Yet, was still praying for others, for Lisa that this stronghold would be broken, for Chanin that restoration would come between her and her mother, for Ed and Greg.. about Chris Clark, dead and ? where is he now?...deep heavings of spirit, groanings without words, the spirit groans..thoughts of the greatness of our God, the powers that be are as nothing, the futility of mere men and even the hosts of hell are limited in their scope by Gods soverign decree...for Revival...Then, on my face I feel into a sleep, into a dream...was working in a warehouse of sorts, tile place maybe, two other guys..trying to find the right angle on something 22 and 1/2 degrees bevel, they went to check on something, was alone, trying to read the gauge, but it was obscure, couldn't see, went outside, everything was gray, dark gray, couldn't see to read it, kept walking toward the light away from the buildings, but it was evading me...still struggling to see...one of the guys walked by, could sense his presence, but I couldn't see him, couldn't see anything...eye's wide open, but it couldn't see...Suddenly I became aware that I was here on my face..and I FELT a force pulling on me, down, down, down...FELT this...aware that I was in this state...had to pull out somehow, then an opposite force pulling me back up I FELT this..it was through me, it was lifting me up....then the pull back downward...It was the devil pullling me...tried to say 'Jesus' and it was muffled, like a hand over my mouth...was trying to cry it out, may have said it outloud...this happened, this is not a dream, because I was aware of it, totally...It was a wrestling for my soul...Jesus save me...and I felt you physically pull me up as if by the shoulders, a lifting, felt You pulling me back...had to break this...Jesus...and it stopped, my eyes were open....What just happened? got up rushed to my computer and typed these very words....Great God in Heaven, this happened...I physically felt this...as if ...how do I explain it?What just happened? I don't understand...My God! The power that was going through me...I had no control over it...stunned, what to make of this? Lord? Who will believe this? Father you know me, this happened Lord..a dream partially yes, but this tug of war I FELT Lord, I was stationary I think in my physical body but I could feel the pull and the lift as if I was a foot or two feet off the ground, and it was You Lord it was You or an angel? I could feel You HOLDING me 'out of the body' like Paul said...I think I understand what he meant by "whether in the body or out of the body I do not know- God knows"Certainly it was in the spiritual realm but I physically felt this...though it was out of the body...how to explain...Lord I knew that You would not leave me, it was not a lack of faith...it was so violent this force, completely out of my control to do anything about it, but only to speak Your Name. But I called on you..my God it tried to stop me from saying Your name! From saying Jesus!I don't understand it...I am not afraid now...what mighty battle just transpired...O give me wisdom Father, I am not given to delussions, my discernment is not towards vain imaginations...This happened. Lord You pulled back up...what happened there? What am I to learn of this? And the faces...I saw something..trying to frighten me, eyes, vauge, something evil and also eyes that were true..this while the contention over my body...thought that it was trying to drag me down to death, not sure, not to hell, no I don't think so...my God this was real...not afraid to die...but my time had not yet come...had no control over what was happening to me...right now I am neither afraid, nor full of peace..just stunned...flat emotionally..quiet in spirit...pondering the meaning of this..Show me Lord...perhaps there is nothing more to know..it just happened.Thank you Lord for saving me, for pulling me back..I understand it not.This has happened before Lord, but not like this. Where I have been aware of the fact that I am dreaming and wan't to wake up but can't break out of it, a force holding me in the dream... the need to break out of it and wake up, to break free from the dream or vision whatever it is...But Lord this was different in that it not only wanted to hold me there but take me down...It has taken me an hour to write this? But I havent or it seems it has been but a few minutes and I am wide awake now! It is 7:37 a.m. I am going to watch the Keith Daniel video now, perhaps...had watched a little earlier up to the 7:05 mark...just documenting. I don't particulary care what anyone thinks because this happened there is no escaping that, every word here is true. Alright I just looked down again at my bible and wasn't sure of this and had looked back through the time and the scriptures, correlating the two time lines...won't make this say what it is not meant to be. But my eyes feel back to the bold type in the study section...John 6:30 "What sign will You perform" and the correlating 7:37..."On the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and CRIED OUT*, saying, "If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink." (* "cried out" is highlighted in my bible)Another note, prior to all this, the point I had gotten to in the video was of him reading Eph 6:10 :Eph 6:10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Eph 6:11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. Eph 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Eph 6:13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Eph 6:14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; Eph 6:15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Eph 6:16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. Eph 6:17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: Eph 6:18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; Had stopped right in the middle of brother Keith reading this, as it was early and felt that I needed to be in prayer first before watching this...going to start from the begining... keep coming back to add and clarify as I am watching this...as the thoughts come back to what transpired, not to embellish, that would be a lie. No...9:00 a.m. 24 minutes through the video...poof...everything goes down, computer, office...get up ask Lisa if the power went out in the bedroom, no...Just in here...hmmm, Jesses monitor blew up yesterday...hmmm, back to the video