you wrote:
In the book "Azusa Street", Frank Bartleman
Points out that the leaders strived to keep
Jesus front and center. Any true move of
God will always exalt and glorify the Lord
Jesus Christ.
you know, that was the first non-canonical book i read on the Faith....(i wanted to say The Way)
There's always been SOMETHING...annointed, how Frank 'reported' everything that went on, in Christ, that just lit ME up....his private prayer ministry, what he was thinking......but i digress....do we idolize Revival?
yes.....no.......maybe.....i don't know, but i do know THIS.....Revival STARTS in a five foot circle around me, and THAT revival is the Revival i seek.
hasnt happened yet. i have several "models" of men of Faith that i have studied, read their works, Frank Bartleman is one, John Sung is another,David Brainerd, Evan Roberts and Duncan Campbell as well.
God the Holy Ghost draws me to these men, as examples to emulate in Messiah Jesus....as well as emulating Jesus HIMSELF, but what i find in my OWN life, right this second, is that i am going thru kind of like what Duncan Campbell went thru in a 17 year period of his life, where he by the numbers, pastored up a Church.....it was a walk thru the Sinai, until his daughter, asked him very early in the morning.."what happened to you Daddy?...when was the last time you led a poor sinner to Jesus?"
and Duncan was just UNDONE....that girl, prophesying just cratered the dear man.
thats RIGHT where i'm at RIGHT NOW..."pre-getting cratered by God the Holy Ghost"......and seeking a re-commissioning, on my face, tears soaking the floor, so as to be fit FOR SERVICE to Jesus.
its just like those five men in that barn in the Hebrides, engaged in a ministry of intercessory prayer in conjunction with those two blind old women, praying in their lil dwelling at the same time...one of them finally gets up, and says, "this is just humbug, if we are not rightly related to God, and then started to speak the Words of the 24th Psalm.....'who shall ascend the Hill of the LORD...he who has clean hands and a pure heart"......
and in all transparency, i know i'm wandering in the "Sinai" right now, and not certain the purity of my heart, nor the cleanliness of my own hands....we've got to be honest.
I bless God for every evangelistic effort made to convert sinners, but a man can talk till he's blue in the face, and there can tens of churches around ye....but what Revival does is SATURATE of community with God Awareness, and no man does the "converting".......oh no, God the Holy Spirit convicts men and women of their TOTAL DEPENDENCE on Jesus, and the Blood of Jesus that cleanses ALL SIN, and multitudes are swept into the Kingdom...supernaturally!
nobody has to 'steady the Ark"...the LORD does it!....and that, right there is my personal longing and heart's desire.
why?...because i want to get high on the "holy ghost chill bumps"?....or be foolish, and start engaging in childish "manifestations, like 'holy laughter'...'drunkeness'.....looking for gold dust in teeth?......NO!!!!...or get BIG CROWDS, and do "interviews", and have TV camera's beaming these "glorious services"?....all the while basking in the 'flesh' and religious pride....and dont forget the MONEY!!!....no no no no!!
What is Jesus' Heart want?.....that "ALL may be saved"....that "NONE may perish"....right?
Well, when He comes to live IN us, arent the Things on His Heart, His Desires...don't they become OUR DESIRES?
well.......YES! would be the obvious answer, but the truth is, i in my weakness CANT DO THIS...all i know, is that what I CAN DO, is seek recomissioning, to be fit for Service, and the only Service, God has laid on my heart is to start getting REAL about intercessory prayer.....and God willing, others join with, in REAL travailing prayer, begging God to come down in power, and set this "dry wood' Afire, in this district.
but first, i am in DIRE need of my own Revival...so my answer...just me, is "no", i dont 'idolize revival', because just as i need water to live, i NEED God in a much much deeper Way....to LIVE......i got to get desperate, and thats just between Him and me in the secret place....but i thought it good i share my heart and my longings with you....Lord bless you all, neil