I mean back in the days of the inception of the church they were hunted down like dogs and many were killed yet today the world could care less about what we are doing. WHERE HAS ALL THE FIRE GONE???!!!!Brother these are some great questions and I appreciate your heart. I have been asking myself these same questions of late over and over again. There is something in me that is seeming to say that something "radical" and "extreme" needs to happen in our lifes. We will not get back to that place without "suffereth violence" to our flesh, world and devil. Without a vision a people perish, so it's great the Lord is giving you this heart to seek these things and have an experience of true communion and relationship with the Lord as the early church had."The young Church, like all young creatures, is appealing in its simplicity and singleheartedness. Here we are seeing the church in its finest youth, valiant and unspoiled-a body of ordinary men and women joined in an unconquerable fellowship never before seen on this earth. Yet we cannot help feeling distrubed as well as moved, for this surely is the Church as it was meant to be. It is vigorous and flexible, for these are the days before it ever became fat and short of breath through prosperity, or muscle-bound by overorganization."-J.B. Phillips"These men did not make 'acts of faith,' they believed; they did not 'say their prayers,' they really prayed. They did not hold conferences on psychosomatic medicine, they simply healed the sick. But if they were uncomplicated and naive by modern standards, we have ruefully to admit that they were open on the God-ward side in a way that is almost unknown today. "-J.B. PhillipsI believe God is wanting to refine and purify us to put us into the place where we can once again be fruitful as the early Church was. It is not complicated, we need to have our mind renewed and get back to the simplicity that is in Christ.I am reminded of the words of Jesus:Matthew 17:17 (NKJV) - Then Jesus answered and said, "O faithless and peverse generation, how long shall I be with you? How long shall I bear with you? Bring him here to me."Matthew 16:8 (NKJV) - But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "O you of little faith, why do you reason among yourselves because you have brought no bread?Are we allowing the spiritual realities and eternal destinies of people to guard and guide our Christian walk? or are we being faithless and unbelieving towards these things?