I'm slightly editing this- as it was originally a response to the article by Zac Poonen concerning deceivers in the church. I copied and pasted, but forgot to edit.
I've been to a lot of churches. I've visited non-denominational as well as various denominations because there seems to have been such a shift. One cannot count on the truth being taught in a church simply because of its doctrinal statement, and one cannot assume the Spirit of God is in a church because of it's great traditions.
Ive witness churches with great solemnity concerning the things of God, yet there was strange doctrine.
I've witnessed a seeming love toward God and good teachings among congregations where the pastor told so many Jokes that there was a cackling spirit in the midst that was distracting from the teaching...
I've seen what started good turn towards forsaking order and following after feeling and priding of being drunk in the spirit.
Then there's that spirit of Jezebel who is ushered in and given honor... Money is always taught as not being an issue- and yet it is always taken up for the traveling 'prophets' who are invited in to tell you your future.
In all these churches there are kind and loving people who seem to love God, though I never seem to get opportunity to talk with them. They may be better Christians that myself, and yet, I believe that what I am seeing is from God and I don't quite know what to do with it.I cannot make such a place my home. If it hardens me and makes me bitter- then what good is seeing with spiritual eyes? I pray for the members of Christs body and move on, in search of a fellowship who I don't know what they look like- only that I will see something of Gods Spirit prevalent more prevalent than the strange things I hear and see by the permission of it's leaders.
I view just about all of the "good" teachings Ive heard from local pulpits as being so full of distracting and useless time consuming "fillers" that it's members become fat yet are never quite nourished. Never quite have their gaze transferred from the object to the Savior.
Yet in all these observations is it possible that I am the one so deceived as to keep me isolated? I have become somewhat satisfied with staying home and praying for God to bring some who love Him wholeheartedly to my city to start a church? Is it really possible that there is NO local church here except scattered members of Christ's body who sit at home or in these places? I do not want to sit in on what is so often clearly hollow or fatty teaching, and yet, sometimes I wonder If I am the one who is deceived by my unwillingness be in those places.
