i have been searching to find balance in these times that we live in. as i read the news headlines, come here and read the many threads on coming persecution, and have my own since that things are beginning to happen. i realized something this morning, actually someone pointed it out to me recently but as i considered their words i was struck with the truth in them. i wasn't laughing anymore, in fact as i considered their words i realized it was more then that, i don't have joy. not the worldly kind of happiness but joy in Him. i have gotten so caught up in the dark clouds gathering that i forgotten to look for the light in the "SON" and know their is hope for those who call Him Lord. i don't want to be so focused on the worldly events that i miss the amazing things Jesus is surely doing in the here and now. i realize persecution may come at some point in my life but i trust that Jesus will help me through should that be the case and until then i just want to walk with Him. i want to be able to find joy in Him cause i really do believe its still there.
rdg
