Having come to know Christ through His revealing His great power to me through saving me from certain death, I am now so eager to see Him draw and save others as He drew me.
It has been almost 20 years since He plucked me from that fire. It was so real and tangible to me, that in my dry times I still draw from that memory- His realness, His mercy and greatness- He used His power on my behalf.He changed me. His Word became alive. The name of Jesus became precious.
How I LONG to see it daily! I want to see others calling out to God and falling in love with Jesus. I ache to see God showing Himself strong in their eyes as He saves them from strongholds.
I know that God is ALWAYS doing something- but I want to SEE it- even if it means that my own eyes need to be opened to see it.
Sometimes I am overwhelmed with feelings of longing to see victory realized in the lives of so many around me and I have been warned by some sisters that it is not good to desire to SEE the fruit of my prayers and that I ought to be content to just pray and leave the rest to God.
I am not asking to see everything. I feel such a yearning for others to have what I had and more...
I don't get how it is wrong to want to see these kinds of prayers answered. Answered prayer edifies me as well as fills my heart with praise.
Do I need corrected in this? Is it wrong to desire what Im asking for?
