Hi MaryJane
i have had the honour to meet an old man that lives totally on the reliance of the Lord. In all my years as a christian he is the only man i have seen personally do this. He lives about 20 kms out of the city on freehold land with out electricity and water. doesn't take welfare and doesnt have any income from a job. everyday he travels to the city and spends the whole day volountering his time feeding the homeless at wellfare centres, preaching the word of God and cleaning up after everyone. The light of christ that is in this man is amazing and when he prays for you you can feel the authority of the Lord.
Everytime i see him, all i can think about is John the baptists life. He never asks for anything and when he finds money he gives it to others straight away. I noticed that different people who come into contact with him even strangers, pick him up when they see him walking to and from the city on many occassions. Some people drop of water bottles and others fruit and vegetables.
in all the time that i have known him, his conversations are about how he and the lord had a good walk together today and how the Lord directed him to share the gosepel with different people in the city.
I gave him 200 dollars one day and as i gave it too him he raised it to heaven and asked the lord what to do with it. when he finished with the prayer he walked around the corner and gave it to one of the workers. the worker later told me that his car broke down and he didn't have the money to pay for it and prayed about it earlier that day. the amount owing was 200 dollars.
What i have learned personally from this old man and how the lord uses him is that my planning gets in the way of Gods planning and if i would only allow him to steer me everyday the spiritual blessings would be priceless.
I am not walking as this old man does but i long to do so. I no longer care about material things as much as i did before i met him.
sorry if i rambled on but reading your post reminded me of this. Peace and Love Karl