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sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

These are troubled daysI want to live my life for YouAnd point the way…If I were a singer I’d sing my song for YouAnd my pen would point out all the truth You’re made ofAnd the only thing that I could sing would be LoveI would sing it to the faithless who once received itUntil the children of Your wayward church believed itI would sing it to the governments and it’s leadersTo all the writers who have misled all the readersI would sing it, though they jail me… and they kill meLet them empty me of life, for You have filled meJesus, You have filled meKrispy

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ReceivedText Apr 24, 2005

Krispy,Great poem! What do you mean by "My last post." You're last post today, or for good?I have enjoyed your perspective. I think your conservative views are much needed here and wherever you go.Blessings,TR

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

I think your conservative views are much needed here and wherever you go.Most here disagree with you on that point.There comes a time to go...Krispy

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

Well I am one of those who is not going to post as much or at all. Krispy has been like a stabliser on this website, and also someone who will rebut anything that is not sound doctrine. That kind of opinion is much needed in a forum such as this, because many have different ideas and intrepretation, even though we may say there is only one teaching, yet we have so many on the one topic.But nevertheless, when we lose one watchdog, how many more are left? I think there are few and far between. Sad :-(

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crsschk Apr 24, 2005

Good grief...Time for some bluntness. This is ridiculous, are we that easily offended? Are we that stinking important in our particular opinions that a few wrestlings over matters causes us this amount of distress?No one wants to humble themselves before each other or pause and consider before being injured in their pride, pack up the marbles and go home?Are we so self important to pronounce ourselves 'watchman' and 'prophets', but not servants, willing to take a low road? Have the emotions taken over? Just pleading for some honest soul searching here, a lot of this stuff is just so childish, not 'childlike'.I don't know if I am sorry or not, not angry and it's just two bit's from the rambling fool, likely will regret it, it will be misunderstood.Where pray tell is the consideration and not just a reactionary jump to everything? Do we not ponder these things in our hearts, mull them over?What about everybody else? Do their thought'sjust get tossed aside when they don't automatically jive?Why the presumptions upon presumptions that constitutes 'harassment' or being misunderstood as something so injurious as to want to break fellowship over? I am sorry if I am not getting it here, but it just stinks of 'self'.Why leave when you can help?

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

Mike Balog, I love you, I really do.I am not leaving, I am going to observe more than anything, and I will be leaving posts here and there, just not as much as I was doing before. Krispy is going to keep in touch as well, he will be coming in and observing. I can assure you that Krispy is not at all offended, nor am I. Mike your the best bro. Mellow ;-)

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CJaKfOrEsT Apr 24, 2005

KrispyKrittr wrote:

I think your conservative views are much needed here and wherever you go.Most here disagree with you on that point.There comes a time to go...Krispy
Bro,I know that I appreciate your input. I don't always post on threads you have replied to, as I have nothing to add that hasn't already been said. My question is, why do we all have to focus so much on our differences and major on them? This is how people get hurt. If I have rebuked anyone here (I usually do it privately), it's been with a heart of coming to a greater understanding of Christ, and who He is, in actuality (as opposed to my 'romatic notions' and 'doctrinal veiwpoints'). Usually, it's out of my own disagreement, that I want to clarify, so as to discover whether it's me that neeeds to adjust.Since I have been here, my knowledge of Christ (as opposed to knowledge ABOUT Christ) has turned to such a degree, that I often wonder if I ever knew Him at all before. I was advocate of "prosperity doctrine", justifying it as not being about "name it claim it", and yet failing to recognise the humanistic idea, that God "want you to be rich". I accepted the sinner's prayer, as the means of salvation. Then rejected it, confused about how to outreach. Then learned of the proper use of the Law, which enabled me to fullfil my long known awarness of a call the envagelism. Even my view of the call to evangelism, changing from the guy who preaches to multitudes, to the guy who works the street corners, to the guy "preaches the gospel" as he "goes into all the world".I have gone from being a christian who embraced some things, and rejected others, to a believer who ignores stupid things, but majors on essentials (most of which I formerly considered to be "minor things"). I went from a "faith" that was "practicle", to a faith that "works".All this came about as a direct result of arguing with the likes of Bros Greg, Mike, and Lars (for those who remember him) over the validity of guys like Hagin, Hinn, Browesville, Gold Teth, "chritian" rock music, etc. Since when does "iron sharpen iron" with producing a few sparks?The true beauty of this place, is the ability to discuss complex themes and doctrines, and yet continue to love each other. I can remember early conflicts between Greg and Ron (Philogos), with would sizzle with angst, but all the while they remained good friends (would you post preaching, on your own site, by someone you believed to be "off" or worse?). There are threads here, buried in the past, where people have publically attempted to defame Greg Gordon, that were not deleted, but rather locked, and retained as a monument to the the integrity of the man of God who started this snowball rolling.Please, if it's a matter of not being able to handle the "criticism", then that's fine I understand, it can be quite painfull. But please, from one brother that is of a heart to see the church come into truth (myself included), may I invite you to read into our comments, to hear this heart beating, rather than tripping over our inability to articultae effectively. Are their people there who are malicious? Absolutely, but they don't last long. Either they leave frustrated, or they are booted.You, my friends, have not been booted, so please feel welcomed, even if we have a funny way of showing it. :-)

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IRONMAN Apr 24, 2005

KrispyI've got your email add so I will holla at you from time to time to see how you are.

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

Mike... what the heck? I thought you of all people here had a pretty good understanding of me and where I'm coming from. Suggesting that I'm leaving because I'm offended shows how much of an assumption that was on my part.Brother, I'm NOT offended by anyone or anything on this site. I'm saddened, yes. Offended, no.Saddened by the recent surge of ecumenical attitudes on this site. Saddened that valid discussion of false heretical doctrines is confused by some to be personal attacks on Catholics. Saddened that a strong stand for the KJV is now considered to be blasphemy against the Holy Spirit by some here.And people wonder why there needs to be guards on the walls?This website makes up about 2% of my life, and is hardly worth the stress it causes at times. However, I've made many friends here and for that I am grateful, but I do not care to be the point of controversy anymore. There does come a time to shake the dust off... thats scriptural. One of my biggest detractors on this site at the moment refuses to resond to my PM's, and I had hope they would so maybe we could work things out privately.If this is the way the site is going, so be it. There are hundreds of others out there.I do not leave over offense. Let's get that straight. What stinks, Mike, is that you obviously gave no consideration that perhaps I prayed about this before I made my decision. And the assumptions you made about me here in this public forum is what hurts because I've always considered you to be one of my greatest allies here. Someone who may not always agree with me, but at least understood me.That is the great "cyber-trap".Krispy

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

I pray that you take what I am about to write as valid word from the Lord, and NOT something I just cooked up in my flesh. How do we know this is from the Spirit? Because there are 5 other things I want to write to you right now in response to your previous post and the Lord told me to just say this to you:re-seek the Fellowship, put your pride aside, and go to a church this morning and worship Me among the body of believers.I pray you heed what the Holy Spirit laid on my heart. May God bless you and speak to you today.

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lastblast Apr 24, 2005

Krispy,I've known you for quite a few years, cyberspace wise. Though we have differed on various doctrinal issues, I know that your heart is truly towards protecting the Body of Christ through information. I believe you are doing what you are compelled to do. We all should have such zeal. If it is misplaced or out of balance, the Lord will show you. If you are walking the path He has made for you, plug away. The Body will be built up. Blessings Brother! In Him, Cindy :-)

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moreofHim Apr 24, 2005

One of my biggest detractors on this site at the moment refuses to resond to my PM's...The fact that you refuse to respond to my PM's says way more about your heart than anything you have written in the forum. I'm quite disappointed in you.I am sorry Krispy if you think I am your detractor. I simply do not want to argue or debate. I really don't know how to respond- so it is best sometimes not to say anything.Don't you agree it is better to hold your tongue instead of making matters worse. I am going to be held accountable for the things I say. Please allow me my silence if need be.In Christ, Chanin

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crsschk Apr 24, 2005

Brother, forgive my own assumptions here.Yes, in part it was a build up because of your intimation of leaving. But usually couch things in 'general' because this is a collection of brethren, made up of individuals.The cause of this little outburst is because we have heard these same sentiments expressed by more than a few, in that sense it was directed in general, yours being the latest that prompted it.Have heard sentiments of second thought's about sending people here, not liking the direction the site is taking (which would be the forum, the messages haven't changed, but one wonders if they are getting any attention sometimes), accusations of all sorts, nit-picking and all this attention to ourselves, it is bluntly childish. I am just as bemused by some that have gone away over seeing these things in whichever way they have been perceived without the bother of attempting some kind of reconciliation. I understand it to a point, but if one wants to make this a public stand, not in private, then a response is going to follow in public.What's the old line, don't go away angry, just go away? ;-) Please don't let that be more fodder for misunderstanding. This little 'role' as it were of attempting to 'moderate' here is often times a handful, am no shrink, have no agenda, trying to keep the peace without compromising the truth. Beyond that of late with Greg in school, this is his site after all and am beyond words of gratitude to even be a small part in what amounts to such a great body of resources that are helping untold brethren out there. I am nobody, gladly, and learned that primarily from the preachers of yesterday who thankfully have been preserved here, Aaron's comments being a perfect example, to go back and read some of the early postings here from this misfit (me), childish, misinformed, knee-jerk reactionary, in need of rebuke and fortunately it came in a general sense, but I got the point and was embarrassed and yet strangely warmed because it was just one more area that needed attention that I was blind to.We all can get off track here, or as it has been succinctly put, "go off the rails". Another great comment was in regard to how volatile 'words' can be, especially by us amateur journalists. It is wrought with trouble from the get go, a misplaced word or 'upon further reflection...wish I would have put that differently'. It is extremely difficult to get 'inflection' into these things sometimes, trying to read between the lines and not jump to conclussions...I thought you of all people here had a pretty good understanding of me and where I'm coming from. Suggesting that I'm leaving because I'm offended shows how much of an assumption that was on my part.Actual that is still true and a want of patience from first utterings here, without rehashing all that, a bit vocal early on, but the beast got tamed through all these exercises :-D Hopefully we all are being tamed in our opinions, or at least having them put in there proper place, below or measured by what we all are striving after, God's thought. Have certainly mis-read some who have come in here, sometimes with gun's blazing and been too quick on the draw myself. My apologies again, seriously. Stretching the analogy, being caught in the cross fire might make this mod. peacekeeper a different kind of 'hole-y' :-? Saddened by the recent surge of ecumenical attitudes on this site.Whoa there, isn't that a bit of a leap? Don't see that as being the case, it seems that is the same thing being assumed by: Saddened that valid discussion of false heretical doctrines is confused by some to be personal attacks on Catholics.Which I would agree with, it goes back to this idea of drawing an imaginary line in the sand and the either/or construct. The way these things get strewn about often lacks tact by making broad pronouncements of judgment or really a consideration for the multitudes caught unaware. But to go the opposite way and make this into something of a 'ecumenical' attitude is just as well missing the point. Personally, I am ....amused or is it bemused? What the attempt is, at bottom with this whole idea(ecumenicism). Bluntly it seems impossible that it will ever work. The whole construct is doomed to failure without a laying down of man made tradition, the whole construct of popery, works righteousness, transubstantiation, who Mary is, praying to saints, icons and 'idols', purgatory... And at the same time what of the 'protesters'? What have 'we' become (not 'us' in particular) but how is it that 'we' 'evangelicals' (still hate even using all these tag lines), look at how that is being perceived? What is it that gets many of us up in arms about? WOF, 'name it and claim it', all these compromise's and muddiness, shallow 'self-help', 'how to's' and 'living a better life', it's upside down from just the plain teachings of Jesus, it is further and further away from Him everyday. Taking up one's cross is death to your 'self' and that is the last thing anyone wants to do let alone even discuss, again not here, but in the broader reaches of Christendom.Without a doubt much of what happens here is a struggle to get back to just core plain teachings of scripture and away from all the schisms of denominational thinking, even if we could put it this way, that there is much to glean from all these groupings over the course of history and that, though another topic altogether, is what much of Christendom is missing, it's history, everything nowadays is on this line of 'new' teachings, 'new' interpretations, 'new' revelations. Solomon was right;Ecc 1:9 The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Certainly we have not lost the emphasis on;1Pe 4:17 For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God? But if anything I am hearing from those here is a want of helping those either completely outside the faith or those concerned over those caught in the clutches of false 'systems', the rub seems to be in just how we go about it. And frankly the only way it seems that we can be of any help is in getting people to understand what truly is involved in this grand life of being followers of Jesus. That is who we ought to be ultimately concerned about, being reflections of Him.Saddened that a strong stand for the KJV is now considered to be blasphemy against the Holy Spirit by some here.Again, this seems a reach into blanket statement assumption. We have gone around this subject before and if there is any honesty whatsoever, that there isn't some problems with it... not going to open that can of worms here, the question remains; Is this an issue worth dividing over? Which ever 'side' you are on? To really put a fork in this, those that may hold to an opinion of 'no opinion' or perhaps "I don't see the worth in all this squabbling over" at the root of it, what amounts to secondary issues. Is it they that get the other tag line of being wishy-washy or stumbling between two opinions? Not that I could personally care less who "I" may be perceived to be in the least, but it is in this same idea that one must be dragged into one or the other, for or against, it's not always overt but subtle. "Think like the rest of us or you are 'outside'". Have seen it expressed in everything from the Calvinism\\Arminianism debates to arguments over KJ only to issues of 'healing' and everything in between.What goes on here primarily is a 'sorting out' of where we find ourselves in this fast paced world that seems entirely bent on destroying itself. Within the 'confines' of what Christianity is truly about is the same gleaning of what is true and real. Don't think anyone is after creating a 'new' 'religion' but discovering an old one and for us it is in digging through what amounts to a large mess and it is a messy business at times scavenging through what we have more or less 'inherited.' This website makes up about 2% of my life, and is hardly worth the stress it causes at times. However, I've made many friends here and for that I am grateful, but I do not care to be the point of controversy anymore. There does come a time to shake the dust off... thats scriptural. One of my biggest detractors on this site at the moment refuses to resond to my PM's, and I had hope they would so maybe we could work things out privately.If this is the way the site is going, so be it. There are hundreds of others out there.Again, isn't this the very crux of it?Is this really about you, me or is there a greater good that is available to the unknowns out there? (who may have better sense than to jump into the 'fire' as it were)The way this 'site' (meaning the forum again) 'is going' is largely determined by it's occupants and if anything that is puzzling is in the lack of 'stick-to-it-tiveness'. My, what would happen if some real persecution came our way? Please take that with the intention meant, it is a matter of perspective. We have brethren in other parts of the world being hacked to death over this life we can so easily let become a mere matter of words and controversy's.That it may be only 2% to you is fine, won't bother with placing some kind of percentage on it nor make it out to be something exclusive or beyond it's bounds. But for me it is of such a great importance what is contained or make that available here, freely I might add that this sounds like a slap in the face to everyone else. Re-read Aaron's comments as 'proof' if you may of what just an example of all these efforts here can and have done. Brother, there is so much much we just don't know, eternal verity's at stake. But some of these pot shot's in general... is it again only what one gets out of it that is important? Granted, may be misunderstanding your sentiments here, but have heard similar things expressed.I do not leave over offense. Let's get that straight. What stinks, Mike, is that you obviously gave no consideration that perhaps I prayed about this before I made my decision. And the assumptions you made about me here in this public forum is what hurts because I've always considered you to be one of my greatest allies here. Someone who may not always agree with me, but at least understood me.Well I still am brother, even while some were calling for your head early on if the truth must be told (an exaggeration on the head part there). It is just shear patience that is of want of a plea here, but it has to come from everyone involved. Brother I am sorry if I have misread you and done the very same thing in making assumptions. It is a reaction to the whole as that is what has to be concerned here. There has been some unnecessary remarks made that will draw some 'controversy' to ones self or a sharp reply from others that frequent here, what is to be expected? If we are going to put our thought's and opinions out there for public consumption are we then to answer in private leaving everyone else in a state of wonder? Think of the ramifications of all this to greater whole, that is what I must keep after. None of this is meant to be slander or setting you up as an example. You yourself have chided some of us in times past about being to 'soft' on things, to 'lighten up' a bit and frankly you are right if we can take it in the right way. Unfortunately often times the other extreme goes to seed in becoming flippant and careless and that is in general.Think we all tend to read too much into things and I am certainly guilty. As I suspected, shortly after posting this earlier bit a sense of remorse set in, it is something that is carried all the time anyway, causing a brother to stumble? Goodness no, be it far from me. Speak or be silent? What are the ramification of letting something alone? A multitude of thoughts, the last being hopefully mere opinion, it is a want of help and concern, it is not some duty I feel obligated to carry the whole world on my shoulders over. None of this is easy attempting to just keep the peace around here, it's usually just conduct more than 'content', though the content often springs the lever to all kinds of fleshly things being thrown about. But you know what's good about even that? Now it's out there in all it's ugly glory and we can deal with it, or at least bury it... :-?

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

When I am seeking the LORD regarding an issue, I never tell anyone who might be a potential to tell me what is on God's mind. Because I have done that in the past and they would form something together on what I said. Control freak pastors are good at this.The word that you had given, was based upon your knowledge that Krispy doesn't go to a 'church system' and that he has found his place right where he is being a priest of his home and serving a home based church of community members particpating.What kind of an assembling are we talking here? Thousands, hundreds or 2 or 3?I am defending my brother as the scripture admonishes us to do so."Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips."I praise my brother Krispy for stepping outside the box, stepping outside the boat (church system of safety) where the waves are boistrous and in the midst of that mess we find Christ to help us walk over and above the confusion.Dry Eyed

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MrBillPro Apr 24, 2005

Maybe we need a room here that is called "enter at your own risk" for the more, I will call elaborate discussions. I guess I am just a different kind of folk but I don't see anything wrong here "It's A Forum" every forum I am a member of on the web offers up folks with different opinions , and different questions and answers or it would not be a forum. Yes, you might think that a Christian related forum might be of a little different nature but why? Were still human! and as long as we reside here on earth we won't all ever get along or have the same opinions and that is how people learn, listening to opinions or answers of others that have been there done that. I personally think that it's healthy to debate I said debate "not argue" and to be honest I have not seen many, if any threads or posts that were so far out of line with the truth that I just figured this person was one card short of a full deck. Satan resides in this forum "don't think he don't" he is everywhere and anywhere there is folks trying to do "good" to rain on there parade remember that is his job and as I have said before he does a great job, and will continue to do so until Dad comes to get us. You know I don't have a solution or maybe the silver bullet to keep everyone happy here and you want to know my opinion there will never be one as long as were here on earth and having to deal with the enemy, and call me weird but I feel that the enemy is threatened with this forum and that is why he keeps stirring the pot, so anywhere there is good he "Will" be there he has a mission just like we do and by anyone cutting and running we are making his job easier and letting down our Father that has left all of us the book that has all the strategies to defeat OL Slue foot, matter fact he has already been defeated at the Cross, I just thought this old Texas Country boy would add a little and I hope my opinions did not add to the fire unless they were like water to the fire. Now were do I find that room "enter at your own risk" ? so when Satan goes in there I can lock the door. :-P

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

I am sorry Krispy if you think I am your detractor. I simply do not want to argue or debate. I really don't know how to respond- so it is best sometimes not to say anything.Don't you agree it is better to hold your tongue instead of making matters worse. I am going to be held accountable for the things I say. Please allow me my silence if need be.In Christ, ChaninI never said it was you I was speaking of. I know I PM'd you... but in this particular instance, I was not referring to you. I havent attempted to make things "right" between you and I because I dont think there is anything needs to be "righted". I was referring to someone else.Sorry you felt it was you.Krispy

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crsschk Apr 24, 2005

Thanks Mr. BillI just thought this old Texas Country boy would add a little and I hope my opinions did not add to the fire unless they were like water to the fire. And am glad you did, seems we do all get a little over agitated and are likely over doing it, but would think that is just in past history forcing the err to caution, there have been some that really were so divisive, some very grevious things that caused so much... grief.But without a doubt that the enemy of our souls is not out and about and if we were just left alone here in our happy little 'kumbya' world, something would be seriously wrong. Now if we could just get the swords turned in the right direction...

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you took the spirit of what I wrote Krispy, (whose real first name I wish I knew) wrong.I was not rebuking him, I was giving him what the Holy Spirit gave me. I'm sorry you took that as "control freak", I took it as obedience to the Lord. Krispy is free to recieve it, or ignore it.lets let him tell me whether he did or not.

sermonindex Apr 24, 2005

Mike, I don't think it is so much a matter of over heatedness (if that is a word). We we don't know one another we get defensive, we are protecting what we believe to be right. What seems to become a bothersome sigh, is that sometimes the person is saying the same thing, and yet we still have a rebuttal. Instead of building on the positive we jump right to the negative.Sometimes we don't even read the entire post. We see a juicy sentence and our fingers are jittery waiting to hit that reply button.None of the rebuttals causes anyone to change, tho many would disagree with me, yet I said that because when you rebut someone's theology it only makes them harder towards you. Unless you have a meek spirit, which is hard to find amongst men, but a meek spirit is a teachable spirit, not quick to give an opinion, but waits until all have exhausted thier time and words, and whilest everyone is silent wisdom springs forth and a knowledge that even your most arguementive spirit will acknowledge that that is the truth.This is really a lost art, which I don't know if it ever will be kindled again. I am just as guilty as the next guy concerning this. But at one time even in our recent past men would allow other men to speak and have their say while others listened. It wasn't even right for a youngster to say anything amongst grown ups, tho at times they did with profound results. What I am trying to convey is that the reason why there is so much fussing around is because we don't let the words of the person speaking sink in, and allow our minds to grasp what is being said. I don't know about you, before I submit my post, I preview it first and read it outload so that it makes sense to the one who is reading it. And many times I forgot to add a word or a letter, or maybe what I said wasn't quite right so I'll edit it, and sometimes I just delete the whole paragraph. Other times I have written a lengthy post and only to place the curser on the X to close the browser. Because I know that what I am writing is me, and not inspirational.I think we need to read our fellow posts, re-read it, print it out perhaps and read it to someone else and see how they view it. I want you to know that I am a Moses. I can't talk right, verbally speaking. I can't word my words right when talking to my family and friends and I am constantly trying to explain myself. Writing is my only relief, so therefore, I write to them. Sentences and paragraphs come to me naturally when I don't use my mouth. It flows from my mind/heart to the keyboard or pen.When talking to my family I would always say something that wasn't right, for instance; complimenting someone I would say, "don't you look better today". In my mind that was a high praise but to them it was in insult, "what do you mean I look better today, what was wrong with me yesterday?". What was sincere reflection upon one's beauty is now turned sour. When it is spoken back to me, I can see the folly in it.Does anyone know where I am going with this. I am not confessing my faults or anything like that, I am giving examples of misunderstandings and folly.We fool ourselves when we think we have it altogether and our brethen do not. Someone may be insulted while another may be encourage. What happened? I think the one who was encouraged has the teachable spirit while the other who was insulted does not, they have something say, they are God's gift to the church and you need to take heed or else. I know what I am talking about, I have met individuals of this nature, and I was one of them.Sigh

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LOL :-) Neil you called yourself a control freak, I was not pointing that statement towards you but towards those who use it for gain, I don't think that of you. I think what you should have done was privately tell him that word, exposing that to the group makes it look like your splattering his choice which you consider pride and rebellion. (or what you believe the holy Spirit is telling you)Forgive me, I am sorry that you took that the wrong way.Rue

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