Hey guys I was doing what i thought was better than i have in a long time the past week or so. I wasnt being oppressed as much as usual. It seemed as if i began to have self control in my life and my thoughts were a lot better where if a bad thought came in i was able to get rid of it. I really felt as if i was making some progress with my walk with the Lord and it seemed my desire came back strongly to follow the Lord and believe. Then the same thing happened which has happened the last couple of years I started getting oppressed really bad by what I think our evil spirits again and it seems like i am thinking bad thoughts towards others again and struggling to believe the truth and desire righteousness. This has happened a few times where it seems like i making a breakthrough and then severe oppression begins to happen and then it is like i fall back. Does anyone have any idea what this is? I feel like anything i do to stop it is helpless.
