Praise God!!!
And thank you brother David for sharing a part of your testament to His goodness and faithFULLNESS in your life and those around you:)
Indeed the riches in Christ are far beyond our wildest dreams, "more than we could ever ask or hope for".
Well I came to know Christ as my Savior while in prison in a foreign country some 18 yrs ago when I was 25 yrs old.
The prison itself was 300% over capacity and in a 3rd world country, so no a/c or actual windows... an interesting situation to say the least and tho I've always had an adventurous spirit this was a test I'm glad I failed.
Having been raised in the CoC and rebelled against the "conditions" and ran from God, when I heard this man of God proclaim the Gospel with such assurance, such unction, his words; "when you step forward today, you're not being baptized into any denomination, you're not being baptized under any fat headed egotistical preacher, you're being baptized into the Blood and Body of Christ, for that is all that is required of you for your salvation!" were irresistible to me I found myself leaping forward as I'd never heard it put that way before. We had made a makeshift baptismal out of a tarp and some pipes and when I came forward and after confessing my sin with my mouth and professing my need of a savior I had asked this preacher if he would allow the prison chaplain, a huge 70+ yr old Dutchman by the name of Mr. Peter Vanderbol, to baptize me. While Mr Vanderbol protested saying he wasn't quailified the preacher asked him if he had ministered to me and led me to Christ and when answered "yes" this beautiful black man of God from Kentucky exclaimed with a huge smile, "well then you Are quailified brother, for the Lord has quailified you!" It was a most humbling experience to be baptized by such a meek and gentle servant of the Lord. I realized years later that a prison was the only place I'd be still long enough to hear the Lord and it was a precious gift to be locked up, ha! It saved me.
Many years later after drifting away and back to the world I began going to a "seeker friendly" church (I kno they're frowned upon here) who had a strong discipleship program (created by the pastor) and I joined. It was very intense, very raw and very effective in leading you into a biblically based intimate conversational relationship with God. On Sept 21 2009 around 5:15pm while I still had never heard of the baptism of the Holy Spirit, while sitting on the back porch of my brother in laws house, after one of the worst days of my life and my subsequent apology to the Lord and asking His forgiveness saying;"im so sorry, You've been so good to me and I have nothing to offer you in return but me" to which tye Lord replied,"That's all I ever wanted,..Step forward and receive that which only I can give you, no man can give you, the baptism of my Holy Spirit" I was a lil freaked out, seriously, I'd never heard of such a thing and had thought I must be crazy cause it's raining so I said; "well if I step out there in the rain they're gonna think I'm crazy" to which He replied; " there is no one there to see you be crazy" and I said; "____Green is right there on the other side of this bank of windows and if I walk out in the rain he's gonna think I'm crazy!" to which He replied; "Step forth and receive that which only I can give you" I could tell He wasn't playing so I went out in the yard in the rain and went through a prayer model from discipleship class where I take all that's me in my upturned hands and pour it out at His feet and when I turned my hands and head back up to receive Him, He poured into me from the top of my head to my feet filling me up till it overflowed. I was completely overcome and tho it only lasted a short time I was frozen, scared to move, when you meet a King you don't just turn your back and walk away, you wait to be dismissed. As I stood there hands up, face up in the rain feeling awkward and He came and spoke in my left ear; "Son if you don't get out of this rain somebody's gonna see you and think you're crazy!" and He was laughing and I popped wide open and laughed and thanked Him over and over. He delivered me from drug addiction in March of the following year (6 months later) and He did it by giving me more and more of Himself as much as I could handle and He'd given me a voracious appetite for His word and I realized that I liked Him more than getting high and had to leave Him to do it, so I tried to stop and that's when I realized I was addicted because I couldn't stop I had to obey the urge and was powerless against it, straight up bondage! So He told me to "flush it" and I asked if I could sell it and give it to the poor, He gave me a look like "what do you think"- "ok well I can give it away" I said, "to who" He asked "well some friends at church?!" and He asked me this,"let me get this straight, those are your friends and you are gonna let me take the key and unlock this shackle from around your ankle which has you in bondage and the you want to put this same shackle around the legs of your friends?!!" "No!" I replied and He said "Flush it!"
It was a difficult thing for me to do and I said "I hope you appreciate this sacrifice, this act of faith" and He said "I do, especially in light of the act of faith and sacrifice my Son made on the cross" to which I said "you just had to bring that up huh" and He said "well it's kind of my thing". So I took a deep breath and flushed,.... and it came back up and I had to wait for it to fill and I flushed again.... and some of it came up again! So I got on my knees gathered it in my right hand and pushed it up into the hole till my elbow fit in the bottom of the bowl and flushed and flushed till it was all gone, and instantly this cloud, this fog is lived in for years that I was completely unaware of lifted and was gone. I just sat there crying and after a time I asked Him, "why,... Why would You do this for me?" and He said, "because I LOVE You". From that moment till now I've been set free by His amazing grace, His perfect love, His unfailing faithfullness!
It's a strange thing to be wrecked by love, but that's what He did, He crushed me with His love and I absolutely love Him for it and I have made a fool of myself for many things but now I'm made a fool to this world for His love~