Dear FriendsI am writing to you because I thought it necessary to convey to you as to how I feel about certain subjects. Our Brother Aaron from Ireland has brought up a wonderful piece of writing that I think everyone should take the time to read.https://www.sermonindex.net/modules/newbb/viewtopic.php?topic_id=5497&forum=36 I know many of you must think that I am very dogmatic when it comes to the Last Days and the Preterist view point which as our Brother Aaron Pointed out is Historicism.When I first became a believer way back when, I only wanted to know the Father's heart and Jesus Christ and Him crucified. Everything else didn't matter to me. I'd shun and walk away from conversations that were too controversial, namely the Oneness, Revelation, End times etc.. I had no use in the subject, all it did was gender strife, which I tried to avoid.One time when I was invited to a home study group, I was told that they studied the bible, and I thought, "o boy a bible study". When I found out what the "bible study" was I up and left, If I wanted to study what the Jehovah's Witness believe I'll buy a book on the subject, but that bible study was a waste of time on filling our hearts with brain damaging food that would only confuse and may cause some to vomit. I know my Mother did. Her Sister who is JW spoke to her about her faith until one night my Mother had a dream where she was at this party and there was a table spread with all kinds of disgusting things. Everyone in the room was lapping the food up, and they looked at her and she was feeling sick, she was led to a bathroom where she vomit up what she heard from her Sister days before. I guess that is why Jesus said, "Becareful how you hear".I don't know how I got into that story, but anyway.The subject of Eschatology is something that I never wanted to learn, I still don't. I don't like being a Preterist, I don't like being a Futurist either. I just like to be a normal believer, and believe what everyone else believes. If we are going thru the Great Tribulation, then so be it, who cares anyway, I've gone thru Tribulation I'll go thru greater ones.So what if an antichrist arises, we have had hundreds of them in the past, and we have them today and we'll continue to have them until the end of this age.So what if we can't buy or sell lest we take the infamous "mark" of the whatever, after all aren't we supposed to live by faith if we are Justified?You see all of this means nothing, it really means zero. Someone might say, "why do you talk about what you believe if you don't like talking about it?"Well again, it's like trying not to gossip, when your in the company of gossippers, you'll end up gossipping.When your in the company of people talking about Eschatology, then your going to talk about Eschatology. It's that simple.But my friends, I just wanted you to know that my preference is not this subject. This subject is at the bottom of my list.I have pondered why God told me to leave the Church that I was attending, I thought it might be what I know, that I might contaminate them, and He ushered me out the door. I have pondered our Brother Aaron's words about his discouragements on giving up on God and the whole thing.I have thought about what our Brother Ironman has to say, though he may think that I am against him on every subject, but on the contrary, I highly esteem his faith. I have thought about the teachings of T Austin Sparks. The battle is getting back to that simplicity. I sometimes wish that there was another bible to read. Oh please don't miscontrude what I just said, please DO NOT. When you've perverted every teaching that is written in the bible, it's difficult to read that same bible, because all you see is the perverse teachings that you have held unto. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I am not saying that the bible teachings are perverse.When I sought God thru that lengthy fast for Wisdom and Understanding........all I got out of that is Eschatology. A subject that I simply didn't want to get into, "LORD why couldn't you move on someone who is interested in this, why move upon me?"At one time I was eager to go into the ministry, Today, I am saying, "LORD move upon someone else who has more to give, I've got nothing to give and nothing to offer, I am an unprofitable servant, if I am one".Oh the sweet fellowship that we once had, where has that gone? Where we truly walked thru that Garden alone together. I was naked before you, nothing was hidden. I better end this here, before I bury myself in my own miseries.God bless you my friends.Karl
