i love you all in my love and Messiah Jesus' Love

My name is Neil, and i'm a Jewish follower of Jesus.

some of the dear saints already "know" me here, and I say I love you....dearly. To the saints that don't know me here, I say I love you, sight unseen, dearly.

My dear brother Greg, I have "been with" almost since this precious gift from God, Sermonindex was given to us in 2002,(I had nothing to do with the formation of this blessing, I just grabbed a cord of Grace and held on, but in so many ways, my precious brother and i "grew up" together in Jesus) Bless the Name above all Names, for this redeemed portion of the internet.

i'm happy in the Holy Spirit to be back, and my most pressing burden is to pray, and beg and implore God to send us in North America, REVIVAL. So that MANY will be brought into the Arms of Jesus, justified, sanctified, and baptized in the Holy Ghost....in this I have not lost Hope, not lost Faith, fore if I lose Faith, I have lost everything, and our God, our Father is True to His Word...."If My People...."

on a side note, i'm tired, and hungry, thinking of a roast beef sandwich, or a pot pie and beef stew./.....i don't mean to be irreverent, or flippant, i'm just physically hungry, but when i do prepare and eat my dinner (1040 at night!) i think of those who go to bed hungry...or hurt, maybe empty of soul or joy....and i am full of both sorrow and gratitude.....full of sorrow?....pray......full of gratitude?.....give thanks, pray, and i talk to God.

God love you all, i sure do, neil

Glad you are back dear brother.

God love you for that dear welcome back!

Oi! oh my brother, I have much to say, not in regards this current diversion, but to the burning burden in my heart, which is saints, dead to self saints gathered in Holy Ghost prayer, begging God for revival, so that none may perish....Revival in North America....oh no! not excluding the UK, where I have many friends and the fondest of memories (I could go for some fish and chips this second)....but the Lord has but a fire in my bones, and time is short, as a Jew who follows Jesus...you KNOW how I feel.....I love you mate....errr, my brother! yours, neil

the night I read your welcome, I spent an hour writing back on this forum to you, a post FILLED with much testimony.....and then I hit post....and I was logged out, the post was lost ......oh my.....I sat there stunned, it was almost midnight, at first I thought, was this the enemy at work?.....but the God the Holy Spirit indicated it was Him, because I was SO ON FIRE, he told "easy....slow".

I love you with my spirit and Jesus Spirit, you are precious, neil

dear brother.....I WOULD say "glad to be back", but to my utter shock and dismay, its seems we have some people with unrelenting AGENDA peppering almost every new thread with their vitriol and venom, instead of what God has tasked us to do, and that is to seek revival in North America.

and as you know dear Bill, I am a Jew who follows Jesus, no man preached a WORD to me when God revealed His Son to me and IN me, you know my testimony.....yet when I read these incessant postings, full of wickedness and lies, I discern a spirit foul and deep, however I would not waste ONE KEYSTROKE responding to these people.

so if I was to say, "blessed to be back"....ummm, i'm just sitting on the fence now, and will say no more, because I am grieved beyond words.

God love you, neil.....in Hebrew Yonatan.

My dear brother Wayne,
please forgive the lapse of time when you sent this message of love to me, and the time in which I answered it, God has blessed me so much by hiding me away in a veritable "Kerith Ravine". I live in the Upper Midwest, in a sparsely populated county, alone in the most wonderful surroundings, alone in the human sense, on a lonely windswept ranch, that He gave me, and I have had much time to commune with Our Father. We heard of the Desert Hermits in Christ, maybe I be of the woodland hermit.......

But I tell you this, when I read your loving message to me, the Holy Spirit just POPPED this precious Portion of Scripture into my heart:

"For I long to see you, that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to strengthen you”” that is, that we may be mutually encouraged by each other's faith, both yours and mine." Romans 1:11-12

I love that testimony and prophesy(forthtelling) of Paul's so much, because what it is saying to me via the Comforter, is that we NEED EACH OTHER....our mutual Faith, and Love, encourage each other...and God willing fan into flames, our mutual desire for revival.

God KNOWS we need it so so desperately, and how we incline God's ear is thru travailing, wrenching, grieving tear soaked prayer.....anything that stands in the way of this ministry of prayer, WILL be swept aside by God, I speak the truth in Christ, because any confusion, any division, any diversion from this most precious ministry, whose objective is that God come down and saturate the very atmosphere, and confict poor sinners where they ARE.....these dark hearted and vain men will be swept away.

on one hand, you honor MORE than I ever deserve, with "we 'need' you", but at the same time, as I know the Holy Spirit dwell IN you, I take that as a Call and a Word for me, weak as I am in body, but strong as I can be, ONLY by the Indwelling Holy Spirit....so that when you wrote that, instead of SELF exaltation, (banish that thought!!!) you drive me to my knees, and I hear these Words, "we need more tears!!!!"

in that vein, help me, and let us reason and pray, how we all, who are in Messiah Jesus, can join in concerted "wet" and yes, intense, passionate, authentic prayer that will ascend to the Throne, humbly begging our Lord for a nationwide revival....how do we walk that out, considering the distances?

How I love you dear brother Wayne, for you brace these weak knees of mine.....and I pray this second, while you sleep (its 3AM up here) that the LORD caress and ravish your spirit, with all the good and pure and true Things in Christ Jesus...while you sleep....Isnt Jesus wonderful? God love you, neil

I pray you read what I wrote to our brother Wayne, precious sister of mine, God LOVE you ever so richly.......

I know you agree with me, in that we should strike out now to cross the River Jordan of prayer for a real revival, its a ministry of tears, of travail. as God the Holy Spirit has instructed me, we cannot let anything stand in the way of this ministry....I don't mean to come across as "heavy"!

you know my spirit....when I think and ponder of some of our forerunners, say Evan Roberts, who in those Welsh pulpits of 1904, would be practically doubled over weeping piteously, crying out, "BEND THE CHURCH! SAVE THE WORLD!!"....when I think of this dear saint, I am awed and humbled, that the Holy Spirit can grab a soul in such a way....do you feel the same?....and that's NOT a straw dog question......just the footsteps of my heart.

Revival....more than ever!!!! I love you in the Lord, your brother, neil