My dad told me if you cant be happy without money, you will never be happy with it.
Money can feed our desires, that's why we love it.
Matthew 19:23-24(NIV)
23 Then Jesus said to his disciples, "Truly I tell you, it is hard for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of heaven.
This version of that scripture says it is 'hard' but not impossible.
I take my hat off to all those godly people who are following the Lord and running businesses, it must be difficult. This world has so much to offer that money really can buy you happiness, it just cant buy you joy.
We only love money when we want it for our comfort, it finances comfort and we are designed and created to experience comfort and pleasure. We either get that from our Lord or we get it from the world.
Im glad to hear you have the battles going on Doug, Paul talked about the battles he had in regards to the flesh wanting to do what the spirit doesn't want to do. The fact you even have these battles and struggles is testimony that you truly belong to Jesus.
Luke 6:24-26(NIV)
24
"But woe to you who are rich,
for you have already received your comfort.
The above scripture is referring to those who spend riches on comfort. That should answer a few questions.
(edited spelling mistake)