Hello again.

I'm back, formerly krautfrau (l was living in Germany at the time) and am pleased to be back.

I have spent a fruitful time during my absence, seeking to be close to Christ again as in the past, but having to spend some time in exile. Looking back, l see that time of closeness as a taste of walking in the light which gave me a fervent desire to be back there, but in finding l was not able to reach that state again, l became weary and discouraged.

Also l was struggling with my illnesses which are Lyme Disease, Metabolic Syndrome and four autoimmune conditions, one of which us destroying my thyroid, resulting from mercury and pesticide poisoning.

In my country there is no medical help for them so l studied biochemistry and tried many different therapies and supplements but to no avail - l began to get worse at the end of last year.

Suddenly however, the Lord stepped in and began to direct me to what l needed to be doing. I had to drink more water, adopt a paleo diet, (l had tried various diets in the past) and concentrate on healing intestinal permeability which is the cause of autoimmunity as well as continue treating Lyme with rife therapy.

He began to speak to me about my sins and the blessed conviction of the Holy Spirit began, as l was commanded to 'clear the channels' as it were so that the streams of living waters could flow. We cannot revive ourselves but we can prepare ourselves and show Christ that we are serious.

It is very important at this point, if we want to be revived, that the slightest nudge by the Holy Spirit, is obeyed immediately. We must learn to hear Him clearly to enable us to walk in the Spirit.

I know that my physical healing us bound up in being restored as that state is physically taxing at times. I have waited a long time for this, but God's timing is perfect.

Since carrying out the instructions, there has been much improvement and l am stronger and am healing which us quite remarkable at 66 l think when usually one is deteriorating.

Thank you Greg for reinstalling me. I apologise to anyone l may have offended in the past and hope we can have a fresh start.

Dear sister welcome back to the forum. May God continue to heal and bless you as you draw closer to Him.

Brother Blaine

Welcome back and thank you for your testimony. A lot of people have Lyme and don't realize it. It is called the "great pretender", because it mimics so many other illnesses. Because, it can affect all the systems of the body yet people react differently to it, but left untreated will wreak havoc with one's health. Would like to hear more about rife. Have read about it but never knew anyone who used it and wondering if it is effective. Cats claw herb seems to help a lot of people.

Always appreciated your posts (they challenged and stimulated me to press into the Lord). And, your love for Jesus always came through.

3 John 2

Looking forward to searching the scriptures once again.

Welcome back Brenda...............bro Frank

Dear brothers and sisters,

I am deeply touched by your kind words and welcome back. I cannot say how much I appreciate it and am encouraged by it.
I am looking forward to digging deep into scripture again with you.

Yes David, I agree, that we must have our 'backs to the wall' to enable Him to do the deeper work in us.

Yes Lisa I am doing much better. I had been attending a womens felowship group, and not in a very good state physically, and they were praying for me, then one evening the Lord asked me what I wanted Him to do for me! I was amazed as He had never asked me that before. I could not decide whether to ask for my health or for my family to be reunited with me but suddenly I knew that the most important thing for me was to be back in closeness with the Lord.

I got a peace straightaway that I had asked for the right thing and then a few days later He started to instruct me about what I needed to do to heal.

J thanks yes people do not understand just how devastating Lyme is and how hard to treat it if it is missed first time around. I had it 15 years with no diagnosis and therefore no treatment. It was finally destroying my brain.

I use the spooky2 rife device with software. I have had mixed results with it but the main problem is getting the right frequency and then you see results. I know of people curing cancer with it.

Hi Redi

Thanks. It is wonderful that you did come back to the Lord. I also had a period of backslidding a long time ago and remember how ripped to pieces my heart was in regret when the Lord accepted me back and gave me His love.

The Lord revealed to me that it was by faith we are sanctified and not by striving, which was the reason I gave up previously. He gave me a pure heart or rather let me see how it was already mine but I had been striving in the flesh.

This time it was not backslidding. I was not in a church because I was housebound mainly and it was a dark night because I kept crying out to the Lord to show me my sin but there was silence.

I had been waiting for healing too but it eventually has come through a different way than I imagined - the natural way which is available for all. The foods we eat make us sick and we can reverse these diseases.

God bless Brother.