In need of prayer

Saints I've been asked to preach this upcoming Sunday. Please pray the Lord would make the message I am to give clear to me. I feel pulled to preach on persecution and the need to have counted the cost of truly following Christ even in the severist of circumstances; at this point. However every opportunity is to be held with the upmost attention. So I ask for your prayers concerning it. Thank you

I sit here and am crushed by the severest of circumstances. How could I be able to make it through them. I am so afraid of pain, an airplane crash and a truck hitting my Geo at 45 mph from behind almost did me in. So I am truly afraid of Pain, I come close to passing out when I give blood or get flu shot. So there is only one way I could go through these sever circumstances, It would have to be the Lord that carries me through. This is not my prayer for you, but just a scarlet thread in me of fear in persecution that I could not be what others have been for the glory of God.

My Prayer for you is for you to give of your heart by the Holy Spirit to preach the truth to the Sheep, knowing whose Sheep they are. I would like to be there billy to hear you share the beauty of His calling for this upcoming Sunday. How wonderful are the feet of those that share the Good News. The cost is counted for me by Him.

Your brother in Christ: Phillip