Brethren,
May God richly bless you all. I have decided to stop posting on the forums (& I can almost hear a hearty amen from some, I'm sure 😊). I may find it expedient & beneficial & edifying to post something specific from time to time for the Body's consideration. But I can no longer continue to post back and forth with certain brethren on here on subjects of eschatology & specifically/especially on the subject of Israel. The reason? If I was totally naive & I knew less than I know, I could do it & let a disagreement be a disagreement, but that's not the case & I just can't pretend it is. There is an agenda at work here. I happen to know this for a fact. I have discerned it early on (& given the benefit of the doubt MANY, MANY times), have received from the Lord when troubled & praying/fasting over this issue ("is it me Lord?"), & have run across more direct information about people, where they are coming from, what their real intentions & agendas (& sources) are than I even wished/care to, but nevertheless, it is what is & it actually just confirmed what the Lord had already given me checks in my spirit of, then a dream with a vision in it, then cold hard indisputable direct evidence. I can't truly "know" something & act as if I don't. And my love is for God, His Word, His people, His love & plans for the lost, & yes, even His sovereign plan for the house of Israel in the days ahead. That little bit of weakness may sound loony or "unlearned" to some, but that's ok. I'm ok with that. Other brothers on here can better express their thoughts on the scriptures without coming across as emotional & passionate than I on these matters, especially since the Lord "peeled back the curtain" on some of this & I know the root sources of where this plant is springing up. May God, & man, forgive me when I have been "too headstrong" (thanks for the admonition Mark), & may God bring those things in darkness to the light in His time. That's His job, not mine.
On another note, I am already planning with brethren, Lord willing, to visit Northern Iraqi Kurdistan in the Middle East next year, and to search the Lord for "what's next" in His will for me and my family, studying Islam & apologetics & evangelism specifically to Muslims, praying about that work & how (& where) I can best serve in it before the Lord, & currently praying for & ministering to my own family. I need to eliminate the time I have been spending here on SI & replace it with prayer for my children. I know this inside by the Holy Spirit & the Lord graciously confirmed it to me in a crystal clear concrete way in a dream (2 actually). So that's what Intend to do. I know some people think I have victimized Julius. That's not been my heart, nor my intent, but I know some of the agenda on here is. I have asked about things I Have asked (that have gone unanswered) for a reason. Anyways, I am done here. And if we disagree on the AC, or FP, or even the Millineaum, or whatever, that's fine and that's understandable as believers have disagreed about these things for a long time. I have some strong beliefs that get stronger the more I study & the Lord shows me the errors/flaws of some other modern popular teachers & continues to reveal (rhema) through the study, dreams (confirming, no "new revelation"), etc. But to totally negate the Word on Israel? When God says what He says plain as day through Paul (& warns against such arrogance with "or you too may be cut off"), looking at God's sovereign Grace & election for these people in the beginning &'at the end, etc. to me is a bigger deal. A lot bigger. And baffling at times the type of thing that will be highlighted (out of context) to "prove" it, the types of clear and plain passages that will be ignored that don't fit the narrative, & the type of teachers & people that will be exalted and propagated to try to make Israel out to be the devil himself, or even say that the Jews now are not even Jews/Israel at all! Even turning to lost, reprobate, liberal non-believers who deny the Word of God & the Gospel as "proof" of it? What? This is not normal. It's not logical. It's not Biblical. It's clearly a spiritual/discernment issue as far as I can tell &'based on the scriptures.
Anyways, I am moving on. I have REALLY enjoyed some of the threads and conversation/exchange with so many brothers on here: Greg, Paul (good to see you back again), Frank, Docs, Dfella, TMK, Bearmaster, Lysa, JFW, & SO MANY others (forgive me as I am tired so I'm forgetting key people I know - I have had Strep throat for 3 days now). I know some will rejoice to see me go, internally if not blatantly, & that's fine too. I have no ought in my heart against anyone here. I mean that & say it with a clear conscience before God. I do fear for some of the strange doctrines and teachings presented here at times, but ultimately, that isn't my primary responsibility before God & I want more time to pray for & minister to my family, to study for my calling/work, & to seek and save that which is lost. Those are clearly my callings from God at this time. Anyone who would like can email me to stay in touch & I pray God will bless you all!
Blessings & Grace to you In the name of Jesus - Jeff
