1 Corinthians 2:1-5
1 And I, brethren, when I came to you, did not come with excellence of speech or of wisdom declaring to you the testimony of God. 2 For I determined not to know anything among you except Jesus Christ and Him crucified. 3 I was with you in weakness, in fear, and in much trembling. 4 And my speech and my preaching were not with persuasive words of human wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, 5 that your faith should not be in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.
About eight years ago, my husband and I decided to attend a Messianic congregation, as we had not been to one. We had come back from a backslidden life and wanted to truly know Christ and Him crucified. Our hopes in this congregation would be to dig into the Word of God, gain an understanding of the Jewishness of our Lord, so we could understand the scriptures better. I had formerly come out of the prosperity movement, the UPC, and other confusing denominations.
We weren't prepared for what we would encounter during the next several years.
The leadership taught the Jewishness of our Lord, and a large part of the congregation wanted to literally conform everything to Judaism...which confused me greatly. At the time, I didn't have a good understanding of the scriptures...even now, there's so much I don't understand, yet learning to rightly divide the Word of God. Im not mature in the Lord, mostly a toddler, so please bear with me.
Jesus Christ, and Him crucified. That's all.
The more we got involved in this congregation, the more uncomfortable I felt inside. I couldn't understand it, even felt badly. The bible says that deception will grow in the the last days, and if possible even the elect could be deceived, therefore it's crucial to study to show ourselves approved, rightly diving the Word of Truth.
I do not have anything against those who worship in Messianic congregations, nor do I support what is known as replacement theology. What deeply concerned us were these beliefs we were introduced to...in no particular order....(note: leadership did not hold to the things listed below, rather a good part of the congregation did...but the leadership didn't want confrontation, so it was tolerated to a certain degree.
1) the need to hide the cross behind the star of David so it would not offend any new Jewish believers.
2) the need to be Torah observant.
3) The New Testament is not to be trusted because it was originally written in Hebrew., therefore since we do not have the accurate writings, we must hold to the Old Testament mostly.
4) We are not under a New covenant, we are under a renewed covenant.
5) Everything the Church is practicing came from a pagan source. We must conform to the Jewish way, known as the Hebrew Roots movement.
6) Its important to call Jesus by His appropriate name, Yeshua. (Some in the congregation actually believe that the name Jesus means "hail Zeus")
7) Its better to use as many Hebrew words as possible to make everything authentic.
8) You must follow the feasts, sabbaths, and dietary laws
9) The book of James in the New Testament should should be called "Jacob" because King James changed it to his name.
10) You need to use a Jewish bible, not KJV.
11) You need to face east towards Jerusalem to pray.
These are just some of the things that were heavily pushed on us. I was so confused for a few years. Finally, I stopped going to that congregation, got alone with the Lord, and studied the Word of God concerning these things so I could truly find out what was acceptable to God. The more I learn, the more I find I don't know. As Paul said, I do not have fancy words. Its enough to know Jesus Christ and Him crucified.
One day while listening to a message, I heard the wisest words....
"Study the Word of God diligently without a denominational filter". So that is what Ive been doing. If anything, after reading about the churches in the book of revelation, it stood out that those who endured persecution pleased the Lord.
As I read testimony after testimony of brothers and sisters who endured persecution, they all had a commonality...Jesus Christ and Him crucified! They didn't allow denomination to get in the way of simplicity in Christ. They had fervent love for Jesus and one another. The most important thing they had in common was to share the gospel no matter the cost. This is exactly what I read in the New Testament!
When you study the Word without a denominational filter, oh, oh, oh.....what stands out is amazing! Im called to suffer with Jesus in this temporal body, because this life is only a vapor. Eternity is forever. Worship isn't about a certain formula, method, or the building you meet in. Worship is everyday living. Because Jesus lives in us! In us! You shall know the Truth and the Truth shall make you free. Im finally free...a toddler in Christ, still growing, but free! He will always be my Jesus.
I long to fellowship with those who are so hungry for the Lord, not only online, but in person. Im so heart broken to see divisions over petty things. Jesus has to be center or there will always be error that creeps in. Jesus Christ and Him crucified. Paul the apostle, knowing the Word of God, being a Pharisee..a Hebrew of Hebrews....knew the only thing that truly mattered is Jesus Christ and Him crucified. If Paul was to boast in anything, it would be in his infirmities..in his weaknesses.
I truly appreciate you all at SI. Praise God we can meet online. May the Lord count us all worthy to escape what is to come and to stand before Him. Let us continue to exhort one another all the more as we see the Day approaching.To love Jesus with our whole beings and to love one another fervently. The love of many is growing cold. May the Lord make us fiery hot in our love...even to the point of laying down our lives for one another. The Lord bless you all.
