Have you ever heard someone say "I'm trying to quit smoking or I'm trying to forgive that person who hurt me". I can hear the Lord saying "stop trying and start dying"!! This is what is means to pick up your cross and follow Him daily. Take that sin nail it to the cross and leave it there!!When we say to the Lord "I'm trying" what we are really saying is "I can control this thing". We like our sin too much to hand it over to Him. Here is an example; Before I was saved I drank way too much. When I came to the Lord I stopped drinking heavily, but would have a few here and there. In my heart I wanted to drink the whole bottle, but would stop myself at 2 or 3 drinks. Whenever I would pray and ask the Lord to show me my sin. I would hear that still small voice saying "lay down the drinking" Immediatly I would start making excuses for my drinking by saying "oh I can handle it, I only have a few now and then" and eventually I excused His voice away as just my guilty conscience. I thank God that He didn't leave me there!! One day He just brought my drinking front and center. It was right in front of my face, I couldn't ingore Him any longer. I allowed Him to take my sin that day and I've been free ever since!! That's the amazing thing about dying...I can't take any credit for it!!! Jesus died on the cross and broke the bondage of sin in our lives! When He sets us free, we are free indeed!The only thing we can do is to choose to die to Him daily!!
