Who Am I?
So much controversy and rage in the world are now centered on the simple notion of "this is who I am". Gender identity, sexual conduct, and a wide swath of laws with far reaching consequences face us. It can be intimidating and frustrating and exasperating.
But, brothers and sisters, our life's purpose is not answering the question "who am I" nor is it establishing any identity of "who I am". Our life is "hidden with Christ in God". Colossians 3:3
Jesus understood that the great battle of carnal men's hearts is his wrestling with "who we are". Every one of us subtly serves an inner "me monster". Paul called him the "old man". Jesus understood that this battle is not only at the heart of every man, but at the heart of His church.
After calling unto Him whom He would (Mark 3:13, 14), and sending the 12 into ministry, these called out ones were assembled with Jesus and asked, "Who do men say that I am?" After answering the various ways that others identified Jesus, He asked Peter, personally, point blank, "Who do you say that I am?" (Mark 8:29, 30; Matthew 16:13-20). Peter answered, "You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God."
We have no instance in all of Jesus' ministry where He asks His people "who are you"? In fact, He did something quite remarkable: He TOLD them who they were (John 10). He told them who the world would say they were; He even went so far as to say the world would hate THEM because of who HE is. (Mark 13:13, Matthew 10:22; Luke 21:17).
It is the everyday ultimatum that we gladly surrender in His favor, for the glory of God, for the edification of the Body of Christ. Who I, the individual, am is a question that I have to jettison from my own heart. "Nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ".
Every man's objection to the gospel, every man's objection to any challenge to his own enthronement of his own life, is an objection to who Jesus Christ is. Whenever anyone says, "This is who I am", or some variant of that expression, it is an admission that should send us to our own knees. It is an assertion of one's own self as his own god, and it is the very heartbeat of the "old man" and "me monster" that would snake his way to life again if we let him.
Guard our hearts, brothers and sisters. Paul said, rightly, that we have been given this treasure to hold in earthen vessels. We are frail and we are prone to breakage. Our integrity is lacking. But, because we are dead, because there is no "me" to attend to except as my life is "hidden with Christ in God", I am free from the failure of my own vessel. I do not have to live as a slave to serve my own self at all. I can live in the Spirit of God, walking in the heavenly places with Jesus Christ, in the secret places of transformation and aloneness with Him and the Father and the Holy Spirit, until that day when He appears and I will be made like Him.
Who are we? We are nobodies, dead men. Who is He? He is Jesus Christ, son of the living God, who hides us in Himself, and whose name causes the world to hate us but by whose name alone men must be saved. Jesus is always the issue, not us. Jesus is always the answer, not us. With this ever in front of our own hearts, the church of Jesus Christ is indeed the church triumphant in the days we are living and dying in.
So much more can be said of Him. Glory to God for His mercies to us.