How I wish I could address you by a real name!In the thread, "What is missing from your Bible?"(https://www.sermonindex.net/modules/newbb/viewtopic.php?topic_id=5757&forum=41#43232) I wrote a post, "heres' a quote from M'Cheyne"; in this post I gave you an invite from the Holy Spirit that you join me in a three-day quest to ask Jesus Christ that He may give us new and deeper revelations of Himself, a deeper more intimate knowledge of our dear Saviour Jesus Christ. It was that sentence of M'Cheyne's that sent a nail of conviction thru my heart, "I seem to know Jesus better than I do my earthly relatives".Is that the case with me, is that the norm of my Christian experience?So here I am to report to you and the group on the riches of knowledge that God has given me. As I type this in the King's library, I feel such a powerful infilling with God's Spirit, that I just want to shout Glory to God!!!but I should maintain a modicum of decorum seeing that revival hasnt broken out to everyone in this seminary....yet.That Friday, I had promised my boys a trip to Dodgers stadium to watch the boys take on the Tigers, meanwhile in my soul, I'm in a constant communion with the Spirit, just being with Jesus. The boys were in the back seat, fooling around, and I just kept talking to Him, asking Him, "please Jesus tell me Who You are", and I got the first reference on the way to the park.Now I know you have issues with the NIV text, so in the leading of Lord keeping with the pauline admonition, that if my eating meat stumble a vegetabletarian I will quote from the KJV,"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light".Matthew 11:28-30This was huge for me! This Scripture had been presented to me another time when I was transacting business with God, and Jesus gave It to me again when I came to consider Who my Lord is. I plucked out the key words when I wrote a testimony to another dear heart:"labour, heavy laden rest. yoke meek lowly rest.yoke easy burden light".Meek and lowly. That night when the boys padded off to bed, I got on my knees and the revelations from the Lord began to fill me:The second one came from the Gospel of Luke:And they brought unto him also infants, that he would touch them: but when his disciples saw it, they rebuked them. But Jesus called them unto him, and said, Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God. Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein."as a little child". A child does not concern itself with this doctrine and that theology, a child doesnt question, or doubt, the faith is whole-hearted and the dependence is TOTAL...like a child. This was Jesus talking to me. Does this mean I become stupid in the faith, without a shread of common sense or discernment?no.I believe Jesus. He walked the earth, He was crucified as an atonement offering for the sin of humankind. He died and was raised from the dead three days later. He provides relief and succor for burdened sinners, and if they believe in and on Him, they will have life everlasting.Thats my Lord, thats my theology.I just got a book, "Duncan Campbell" a biography about the Scottish revivalist. Ever since I got saved, I devour accounts of revivals and the lives of revivalists. I realize now, that I've been asking God to give me the calling of evangelist, and that He give the privledge of being used in revival of His dear people. Let me give you a quote from this book about Duncan Campbell, and I pray they say it about me, Neil:"Duncan Campbell was not a trained theologian. When Marconi was quizzed about the techinical details of his wireless telegraphy he simply looked at the equipment and said: 'it works'. Duncan had the same attitude to theology. He did not stop to get involved in time consuming arguments. Even "born-again Barbie" the local theologian couldn't correct his views on election!He knew God could save and transform lives. He had seen it happen. It worked. That was enough. He was a practical theologian. All his life he sought to put into practice what he believed. If a mans Christianity didnt work ou, it wasnt worth having, no matter how correct its logic or how orthodox its theology. the next day, I woke up before the boys, and God gave me two more Gems to illuminate my heart about Jesus: Now when he was in Jerusalem at the passover, in the feast day, many believed in his name, when they saw the miracles which he did. But Jesus did not commit himself unto them, because he knew all menJohn 2:23-24and then finally and most importantly:He must increase, but I must decrease.John 3:30Death to self, and death is not something that is easy, but it is necessary, imperative.He must increase, I must decrease. In learning what Jesus requires of me, I learn of Him.There were two more wonderful moments, one was seeking after God with another dear brother, a sweet bit of communion in fellowship with another and with Christ, and a Word that God gave me in the car on the way home, and that Word was, "I am your very great Portion".God be blessed, I pray that He uses me in whatever way He sees fit, I pray that He sweep thousands of weary sinners into the relief that Christ provide.Tonight at 8 PST, I'm going to my knees and pray over the seven penitential psalms, Ps 6, 32, 38, 51, 102, 143. I want to ask God to reveal something to me out of them, would you (or anyone else) care to join me in the air with Jesus?God is so good, He will never disappoint.
