Being that what follows was something written awhile back perhaps a whole different set of questions are in order. You have asked for 'hope' but sound very much angry which may well be beginnings of something stirring inside.Hope you can take this in mind without any attention other than to think on it.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~What an honest atheist believesDid life, your life, generate from a thought, your own thought, before you 'were'? Was it by decision or committee that decided, 'today I will live and breath and and move across the face of the earth?'Or perhaps by a long line of germ multiplication and accident upon accident that finds you spit forth as a collection of sinews, bones and fluids.Perhaps the large gathering of similar mutants, similar to yourself can explain it, being so wise, it is by their wisdom and committee that you stand, another happy accident called forth from the primal soup bowl.All your emotions, thought, feeling, love and hatred, beauty, opportunity, comfort, despondency, depression and excitement, eating and drinking coming and going, happiness, sorrow, all an illusion and confusion of the accident of the matter, misfires of the DNA randomly bumping up against each other.All of it without meaning or result, dragging you off to an inescapable death, back to the side splash of the gene pool, to waste and decay and to dissolve away. All your fellow mutants who brought you forth in their great collective wisdom of explanation can't tell you why, why you must die. It's just a breakdown in the system, just kind works it's self out that way. There is nothing else, no hope beyond the grave, eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow you will die. Kind of a bummer, but you won't remember it anyway, so not to worry, just as long as you can suppress it, everything is nothing, it's where you came from, what you are now doing and where you are headed, nowhere.Try not to get to worked up about it, in fact all this crying at funerals is just silly, emotions are just a confusion of the facts, it really just boils down to data and we are getting better and better at processing all this as we collectively evolve, shouldn't be too much longer before we will have a pill for you to straighten out the wrong math that is being added up and you will feel much better about the whole thing. Remember, you have a job to do and it's to survive so you can make more of these things to run around on this giant playground. Don't forget, you will not remember any of this anyway at some point, so don't be so selfish, the next generation gets their turn you know.Besides there is all kinds of cool things to check out right now, not that you will remember any of it, not trying to rain on your parade here. Remember just to have fun, everyday, it's all just kind of random and you can be thankful that you live in such an advanced age were you can pretty much forget about all this other stuff going on around you. If you practice enough distraction and just get a real grip on things you will see that mutants killing mutants and rape and hunger and so called 'devastation' and wars and little children being sodomized (they grow up eventually) and 'injustice' and hunger and fathom and all this so called 'evil' and it's opposite 'morals' or 'good' is just an illusion that comes out of the mis-firings in the brain, (back to that bad math again) it's just the mutants having fun, really there is nothing 'wrong' with any of it, there isn't any "wrong", just "is".Oops, said 'thankful', there is no such thing. Nor 'love' or 'caring', you don't 'love' your children or your wife (stupid idea anyway,"marriage"), they are just machines, collections of data like you. It's really kind of funny that a whole bunch of our fellow mutants go to all this bother to try and 'figure out' things, expending all this energy and time to become "educated" and "intelligent" when they are just going to die and nobody is going to give a rip about them anyway. What a waste of time. Probably shouldn't let out that secret too much since they are the same ones who will make everything that much easier once they get all this math figured out, look at all the fun they are missing out on.I lied too, which is funny since there is no such thing either, guess I must have 'mis-spoke' about not being selfish. What difference does it make? Your "friends" and kids and wife or your 'lover' gets knocked off what's the big deal, just go make another one or go steal one, make a new 'friend', there are no so called 'rights', says who? Judges and police and all this restraint, it's just absurd, all just a design to keep us from having fun. We are the ones who determine what to do.Sound hopeless? Well of course it is hopeless. Hope means something different, something better, better than what? Who really cares? Who really cares about you? Or what you 'think', why get angry about it? On the other hand, why not? It's really none of your business what I do or say and it's all meaningless anyway, won't be long before you are just another corpse, a skull and bones with all the flesh rotted off."For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness; Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them. For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse: Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened. Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things. Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves: Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen. For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature: And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet. And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful: Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them." Rom 1:18-32Continued...