Asking for prayer please

I'll try to keep it short. I've grown up in Spirit filled churches. I've felt God's presence in awesome ways. I've been involved in ministries over the years of my life. I've been told by complete strangers of the call of God on my life and the anointing I have when I speak. BUT, I can't seem to maintain any consistency in my walk with God. I've been on fire at times and backslid for years other times. I'm ashamed, tired, sad, and I just want to be back with God again. I look at friends of mine, friends I've known for 30 years or more, they have been faithful to church the entire time. Me? not so much. I feel like something is wrong with me. I truly want God back in my life. So. I'm asking, please, if anyone, please pray for me, that I find the path back to God again. And that I can forgive myself and somehow become a consistent man of God. Thank you in advance for your prayers.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Read that, brother. Believe it. Jesus is REALLY your ONLY hope because Jesus REALLY paid it all.

I am right with you. I struggle with consistency in my walk with the Lord myself. Trash anything and everything that stands between you and Christ, even if it strips your life bare.

I will most certainly pray for you. I only ask that you let us know when the Lord has answered.

I believe God will still bring you through. Sounds like your heart is on the right place and God will honor that.
Praying for direction in you Life.

May God Bless you..

- Jorge Q.

Amen Brother Jorge, it’s all about the heart, this is what God sees.

I won my first battle, in the eyes of God, when I realized that the world had nothing to offer me besides emptiness. I’m a product of Gods grace, I’m no treasure, but the real treasure lives inside of me.

2 Corinthians 4:6-7

For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness, made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.