I have been going to church recently I do not want to say where but my heart wants for pastors or preachers just to open the word of God and just expound on scripture or go through a book of the Bible such as Numbers.
What breaks my heart as I used to work at the christian bookshop and I was so wanting to recommend books but all I was testing them against the word of God and 95% of the books failed.
I get annoyed at People trying to make things relevant it seems most preachers are lazy, there has been a breadth of study into the word of God throughout the centuries.
I sometimes struggle to know Gods love or that God loves me.
