Hey guys can you please keep me in prayer I have been going through some really bad spiritual Attacksin my body and my mind lately it's become very overwhelming I've been praying with my church and my brothers I know and also myself. These attacks have been getting real bad the last month. I usually have spiritual attacks but for the last year or two they were slowly getting weaker and weaker. But, I will be honest with you I really don't know 100 percent why they are happening because sometimes it could be the enemy, it could be the Lord disciplining me, it could be a door I opened through sin or getting involved the wrong things or it could be the Lords sovereign will. But, about a month ago we had a guy at the church who was removed from the church and one of the reasons was because of conflict he was having at the church with others including my wife and I. The attacks seemed to happen after that. One thing is that I noticed during that time I found myself talking about what was going on to others a little too much with Christian friends and people in the church. It was almost like I was enjoying what was going on, but I realized the wickedness in my own hearty and even confessed my sin to God. The situation was kind of bad between him and my wife and the way he talked about her. So, I confronted him about it and I thought I did the right thing but ultimately my inward thoughts were really bad as the whole thing happened. The next day as I was driving in the car I had an attack come upon me that brought fear and weakened my body. Then I heard a voice saying this is happening because of my pride. That was over 3 weeks ago. I repented of that and then I began struggling with lust really bad the past few weeks. The reason I am telling you these things is so you have done understanding of why this might be happening. I seek the Lord on a daily basis and very active in my church and at times I try to reach out to the lost. But anyways I don't know the exact reason why this is happening but please pray for my repentance and healing.
