Just curious to know what is the thing you are most afraid of as a christian.
My biggest fear is ending up lukewarm and indifferent about Jesus and eternal things. This is not an indictment against anyone but I know so many people who were once on fire for Christ and now can talk about a football game with as much enthusiasm as they talk about Jesus.
I pray constantly, "Jesus, I want a blazing, passionate love for You. I want to be like You when You said 'The zeal of thine house hath eaten me up'. I want my first thought in the morning to be You, and my last thought before I sleep to be You. I want to walk with you like Enoch did. Don't ever let me lose my first love, but let it burn out of control like a brush fire."
I don't want to be anything like worldly people. Everything I see in them is lifeless and gray. They live for nothing.
