You will be fine, I've taken a long break, I mostly just read now, and it works better for me. Maybe we all need to show a little more love to one another.
God is love. The greatest gift He presented to us was His beloved Son, Jesus, who then gave His life for us because of His great love. If we want to be like our Father God and our Master, Jesus Christ, rather than like a loud gong or cymbal, we need to develop the characteristics of the love that They displayed. In I Corinthians chapter thirteen, Paul identifies these characteristics of love.
Love is patient.
Love is kind.
Love is never envious nor boils over with jealousy.
Love is not boastful or vain.
Love does not display itself haughtily.
Love is not conceited, arrogant, and inflated with pride.
Love is not rude and does not act unbecomingly.
Love does not insist on its own rights or its own way.
Love is not self-seeking.
Love is not touchy, fretful, or resentful.
Love takes no account of the evil done to it,and pays no attention to suffered wrong.
Love does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness.
Love rejoices when right and truth prevail.
Love bears up under anything and everything that comes.
Love is ever ready to believe the best of every person.
Love's hopes are fadeless under all circumstances and Love endures everything without weakening.
Love never fails - never fades out,becomes obsolete, or comes to an end.