My Leave

There is no certain reason for this, but I feel the need to take a 'leave of absense'. I like this forum, sharing my insight and learning from others. Refining my biblical knowledge of the Lord and His teachings, but I feel the need to leave.I'm leaving for this reason, (i might be back in a month, no earlier) to actually listen to many of the audios on this site. I've been consumed by learning thru these forums, I haven't heard any of these powerful messages. I'm not dissing any convo that I had, I would do it all over again (and i might, in a month).But, I'm soon to get a full time job, college full time, and leading a para-ministry for the 50 middle/high schools in my area (many don't have ANY leadership). So I ask for your prayer.Love you all. **I will be leaving, but I will be checking out this thread for a week, and im 100% done with for forum's for the time being**

I'm leaving for this reason, (i might be back in a month, no earlier) to actually listen to many of the audios on this site. I've been consumed by learning thru these forums, I haven't heard any of these powerful messages. I'm not dissing any convo that I had, I would do it all over again (and i might, in a month).Brother I think this is a great reason to lessen or stop your participation in the forums. The audio sermon downloads are the main emphasis of the site and that is the reason why the forums are primarly here for people who hear and want to hear these old vintage messages, a place for them to communicate and discuss the messages and the content of the messages. Of course other conversations come up also.I am anticipating your return to share what audio sermons the Lord is touching you with. It has been great to see your participation on the site and may you have God speed on all your new opportunities at work, school and in ministry.Bless you brother.

Yeshua,and leading a para-ministry for the 50 middle/high schools in my area (many don't have ANY leadership). So I ask for your prayer.Will be praying for your wisdom in this and the grace of the Lord and favour among men (people) as you serve there. May you know from the Lord which of SI's resources to take up at this time and remember if you need, you can come back with more detail of what to pray for you. 8-)

Alrighty this is what i posted on my youth groups site (its more clearer than the 100 emails i sent out).I've been going thru a rough time. With College, Place to stay (gotta leave by Nov.15th), good job (searching for one), Nice roomate (i've been looking for one for 3 months), leading First Priority ( that can help you understand it); and upon all of these things Spiritual Warfare and being 'tested and tried'. It all has gotten to a extremly 'outta hand' point. And today during pastor's message i felt the need to 'desire the same why when i was 'younger' (only a year ago)'. God used to give me words for people left and right, i saw a tremdous miracle thru my hands once; and i was witnessing like crazy.So, i felt the need to 'cast down all my idols'. I spend time Online and T.V. more than anything now, and with my busy life there should be NO ROOM for any of it, but i take away from First Priority or if i had school, it would be taking away from that.I'm not saying those 2 are bad, they just are when they are your idol and when you desire to know God in a powerful powerful 24/7 way.So, i ask for your prayers and anyone else that is struggling in their walk that you would pray for them (even if its yourself, pray for another also; it will encourage you).I'm literally taking my T.V. outta my room, and cancelling my Internet subscription. (Which, another plus is, I'll save money cause i have to pay for the internet). If God ever lays me on your heart, or you think of me please don't let those thoughts go to waste, instead pray for me and for anyone else that you know is struggling to be with God.I love you all, i have no idea when i'll be able to respond back or anything of that nature.Also, soon (either this Wednesday or Next) i will be leaving the VYBE (not for good, just for an extended period of time). Because I will have to see the other pastors and their youth groups and how 'well' the pastor speaks for events with the Christian clubs (ie..First Priority)God bless, i love you all. Lord permitting i'll be on soon. But soon could be 10 mins, or 10 days, 10 weeks, 10 years...there is no limit; its UNTIL He says 'its okay, you may go back onto it'. **If you wanna chat sometime, pm/email or call me. 727-669-7763 i dont mind people calling me

Wow, that was beautiful.I don't know if you've "pulled the plug" yet, but if I could just share from my own experience, of having done the same thing, a few years ago ... you won't be sorry that you've made this decision for yourself (with God).I threw the T.V. out years ago, but when I first got my "puter" in 2002, I was only on a year, when I knew it was The Lord, telling me to pull the plug.He wanted to privately show me where my priorities should be and to show me what's Really important in The Body.It was a blessed time. And as you said, you don't know 'when' you'll be back on .... well, God makes Himself quite clear, when we put that 'when' on Him entirely.I don't mean to dribble on here, but just to show what God CAN do ....I "tried" to go back on line, after about only being off for one year, and ya know what ... my Computer burnt out. Ha !Then another almost year went by, and I started to feel a burning in my heart and strong desire to get back on line.I said, "Lord God, IF this time it's from You, please be very specific with some comfirmations."I asked, if it wasn't from Him, that He'd "take the desire" from me.After weeks, the desire was still there.Then I prayed, "Lord, you know I don't have the money to get the puter fixed, so could you send a brother/sister in the Lord, that will fix it for me."One day I called a lady friend/Sister, but she wasn't home, but her husband was.He mentioned computers, and I said, mine was broke ... and he said, "I can fix it, get it over here or we'll come get it." WOW, I had no idea he could fix computers.Third conversation with God was, "Lord, the desk in the living room, where the computer 'used' to be, is too large for my bedroom, and now I'm more disabled then I was back then, so now I need a smaller desk for my room."A week later, as I spoke to a sister, her husband got on the other line, and just blurted out, "Hey, do you need a computer desk, I've got one for you if you do." HA - I never told a soul about that "desk prayer".Anyhow, that's how REAL God is, even in the little things for His children.So I know He's gonna bless you - Amen !All His very best, until we all meet again.Annie

thanks for that. I think i have less than a week of it, im just listening to replies on my email list and next week will be really really really busy so there will be NO time for internet.. :-P thanks