Many years ago, after regeneration through Christ finished work on the cross. I would go into our apartments bonus room. Lay on my back for hours at times and just praise and Worship Almighty God. He would visit with me in those days. In different ways.
My understanding of scripture was basic at best. Knowing Christ died for my sins. Knowing I was forgiven through Jesus death and resurrection, and that I had received inward freedom from habitual sins I had before been enslaved too!
Little did I know then that those nights of communication with God were taking place within His inner court. I was laying in God’s Throne Room! Simply asking Him about His day, how He was doing. Thanking Him for the beautiful creation my eyes could see. Praising and worshiping Him as I knew Him then. This pleased God!
I wish I could say I kept coming back to His Throne Room in this matter until the present time. To minister unto Him, but I did not! I started reading commentaries, and writing sermons, giving Sunday school lessons, and pointing others to Christ, and reading all the classics in Christendom, staying up all night to study, ect. Instead of spending time with Him. I was praying more for the work that seemed to be needed done, then just communicating with Him, worshiping Him and ministering to Him firstly. I see now all that busyness had slowly taken first place in my life. The place that should had been reserved for Him alone!
Rev 2:4-5,7 "…I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Therefore, remember from where you have fallen, and repent, and do the deeds you did at first; or else I am coming to you and I will remove your lampstand from its place””unless you repent.” "The one who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who overcomes, I will grant to eat from the tree of life, which is in the Paradise of God.” NASB
We can do a lot of different work for the Lord and stay busy bodies within many Christian affairs. Are we however putting our ministering to our Lord firstly though? It is our most important duty as Priest to Him who called us unto Himself. I myself have repented, setting back up what most come first, God Himself.
Blessing in Christ brethren,
May He sort each one of us out and get us back on the path we started on long ago. Ministering to Him firstly and foremost.