Dear saints,
I have been in a fellowship where I was involved in leadership and regular preaching. The church at large holds a cessationist view which is grounded in their denominational heritage. I had prayed for revival in our church, and asked God to either set the church on fire or send me elsewhere. I hold the continualist position and recently published an article, that you need to be filled with the Holy Spirit after you believed. Here in Germany, there is a strong opposition from many mainstream denominations against the Pentecostals and Charismatics for over a hundred years. They are right in addressing the excesses and counterfeits, but they go to far and renounce the whole movement altogether. The trenches are too deep to be overcome, only one view can be right and truth cannot be compromised.
We had a church meeting where my position was generally condemned, and they asked me not to preach about it anymore. I told them I cannot, because I really have experienced the baptism and whish everyone would experience it, too.
Ironically, the granddaughter of the leader who led the hearing told me she was recently baptized and with the Holy Spirit and spoke in tongues.
To make a long story short, in the end a minority voted that I should stop preaching and the rest abstained from voting. I find it impossible to continue fellowshipping in such a fellowship and I announced that we would lay down my office as administrative and legal representative of the fellowship and leave.
This is a painful situation, but it is not the first time we went through this process. I pray that God will forgive them and that he gives me the grace not to hold grudges and not talk maliciously behind their backs. If I have sinned in any way in the process, may God convict me by whatever means.
We are now without fellowship, which is not good. Please pray for me and my family that God will plant us somewhere where we can serve and bring fruit.
Thank you
Philip
