"Have you ever been in a situation where you needed and desired physical healing for yourself or others and yet maybe found yourself with similar feelings and thoughts such as I have posted? How does this thing actually work dear saints?"
Brother, I can relate to what you are saying, and I believe that most believers that believe that healing is the will of God because it can be backed up with many scriptures from the Word of God have asked similar questions.
Healing can come to us in many ways through our faith, the faith of other believers such as calling for the elders of the Church, and also through the gifts of healing and miracles.
Even Jesus could do no mighty works among the people in the town that he was raised because of their unbelief.
When I find myself weak in faith for healing, I will go to the Word of God and meditate on the healing scriptures confessing the Word of God.
There are many reasons why we are not healed, and we should ask the Lord for revelation concerning anything that would hinder our healing. Of course, most healings do not occur after the first prayer, and this is where I disagree with many of the Faith teachers that teach that if you pray more than once, you are praying in unbelief. We are to ask and keep on asking, seek and keep on seeking, knock and keep on knocking.
I love reading the healing testimonies of John G. Lake who trained a healing team in Spokane Washington to pray for the sick. There were so many reports of healing that spokane at that time was said to be the healthiest city in the nation, and many of these healings were confirmed by doctors and they could not find any ground to accuse Dr. Lake of false claims of healing.
Even if we do go the doctor for an operation, we should be putting our faith in God and not the one doing the operation. I would be looking for a seasoned doctor that has had much experience and success even though he might not be a believer.
We have believed for some brothers and sisters to be healed and healing never came, and I sought the Lord about this, but never did get an answer. I do know that God is faithful and His Word is true, and that we just don't have all of the answers.
In our small fellowship and prayer gatherings we can praise God for the many healings that are taking place, and only a few months ago we prayed in one of our meetings for a brother in his 80's that was in the hospital with Covid, and his condition improved immediately, and by the next day he was on his way home.
My wife has suffered with pain in her back and her feet, and we even planned on her having a foot operation in Houston, but God had other plans and the operation was cancelled. What is amazing to us is that by God's grace she is still able to overcome, and the anointing will come on her in a meeting where there is no pain at all in her body.
Smith Wigglesworth believed that many sicknesses were by the working of evil spirits, and he would take authority over a spirit of infirmity, and of course he had many great testimonies of healing that took place in his meetings.
I cannot explain why all those that believe in healing are not healed, but I do believe that healing is the will of God. The Lord wants to use believers to heal the sick. This is not just for the Five Fold Ministry, but believers should know that according to scripture they can lay hands on the sick and expect them to recover.
The name of Jesus, the Blood of Jesus, and the Word of God are just as powerful today as it was in the book of Acts, and the Holy Spirit will confirm the Word of God that is preached with signs and wonders.