Dear brother, do not loose heart. Do not look for the outward confirmation that people recognize Christ in you. Do not look for peoples affirmation but Gods, this is a dangerous trap.
Do not look for praise, this is only due to God.
Luke 6:26
Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.
The true saint is often misunderstood, overlooked and maligned rather than held in esteem by many. This keeps him humble.
Praise, esteem and reputation is a tougher test than adversery, because pride can come in and spoil your soul
Jakob had to come to the end of himself before he could have his identity and name changed.
Allow God to bring you to the end of yourself, too. It does not go without pain, but the price is more than worth to pay.
I will pray for you.